I'll always love you [h2ovanoss]

Chapter 11- Toronto, Canada

"What did you just say?!" Sarah yelled at Evan. After processing what he had just said, she was more than pissed. "I love him... I still do. After all this time," Evan pauses looking at Sarah with so much guilt in his eyes but also so much worry for Jonathan. "It was always him. No matter what we've been through... now I have to see him because if I don't I probably won't ever again." Evan finished, continuing packing up his clothes. "NO! This is not over ! What the actual FUCK Evan ?! You PROPOSED TO ME REMEMBER ? Or did you just forget that YOU PUT A RING ON ME?!" Sarah exclaimed. Continuing before Evan could speak. "I'm sorry about what happened with him or whatever. BUT DO NOT FORGET THAT I WAS THERE FOR YOU! I PICKED YOU BACK UP AFTER HE LEFT. WHAT ABOUT ME HUH? HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL ABOUT THE FACT THAT YOU JUST HAPPEN TO SAY YOU LOVE ME THEN PROPOSE JUST TO SAY YOU LOVE ANOTHER MAN? NO THAT'S NOT HOW IT WORKS!!!" Sarah finished.

"Well what do you want me to do huh? I'm sorry that you can't be the one I love. I thought I loved you but after hearing about him?? I said that without even thinking. Don't you just see that I still love him? I said it without even knowing I did until it came out. I'm fucking sorry but you can't stop me from going to him and trying everything I can to keep him." Evan said then rushed to go to the car after he saw his ticket was done printing.  His plan is to go to a friends house, to avoid any more drama with Sarah, then leave the next day for the flight. On his way out, Sarah was following him, trying to get him to stop and stay with her, he rushed into the car, put his bag in and made sure he had everything before he left. Driving away from Sarah who was still screaming at him to come back.

Evan felt extremely bad but he couldn't stop his heart for longing the one he wanted for the longest time. As Evan drove to Brock's house (because he lives the closest to the airport and he feels like he won't sleep tonight), he couldn't help but think about what will happen. What if he doesn't make it? What if he does? What will happen between us? What will I do if he doesn't make it? Will I go back home? What about Sarah? All of these questions and Evan's scared of what the answers will be. 

2 Days Later, Toronto, Canada

After Evan had made it to Brock's house, he vented to Brock until the next day, until he had to go catch his flight. On the plane, Evan slept the whole time since he didn't get any sleep at Brock's house. Next thing he knew, the plane was landing and Evan was more than nervous. Now, currently, he was with Jaren (Smii7y) at his house, since Evan is staying there, trying to calm himself down and not have a panic attack since they were going to the hospital soon to see Jonathan. "Calm down Evan! Listen, he's in a coma right now. He can't do anything but listen to you and hear you out and that is what you're gonna do. You are gonna talk to him so that when he wakes up, which he will, he has already thought everything through." 

That was enough to calm Evan down. So he simply gave Jaren a nod and walked out of the house and to the car before he could change his mind or have a panic attack with Jaren following behind. 

With Jonathan, inside his head (His POV ) 

I'm falling. Again and again. It was like as soon as I would hit the ground, I would fall again. Darkness surrounded me. I yelled and yelled, but the what came was a silent scream so I stopped. I didn't know what to do, I was stuck in this endless loop of falling with no escape. The last thing I remembered was a man pulling me off that bridge when I tried to kill myself but from there everything was blur. I just wanted out. The pain, the misery, and this... I just want out.

(POV will be switching from Jonathan and 3rd person, aka my POV fyi so sorry if it's confusing)  

Evan and Jaren just got to Jonathan's room. Walking in to see him covered in wires and an oxygen mask. Evan was already tearing up because he didn't expect Jon to be this bad. Jaren took Evan's hand, guiding him into the room and to a chair since Evan looked about ready to drop to his knees. "Why?" Evan whispered after he sat down and grabbed Jonthan' hand. "Why did you have to be so stupid? You could've came back... No matter what you did or what you'll do, that doesn't mean I love you any less. Please come back to me.. I miss you. A lot. Maybe when you come back you'll stay with me. And even if you choose not to, you're not getting away that easily Jonathan Denis." Evan spoke. Whispering and holding & kissing his hand while Jaren sat next to him watching Evan closely, hoping he never has to be in his position. 

The second someone had walked in and whispered "Why?" and grabbed my hand, I was shocked. I didn't know who it was because it was faint but I heard and felt them. When they spoke louder, I heard it. I heard him. The one person who I wished to hold, love, cherish, date, marry, everything. I heard my everything. It was him.. It was Evan. I heard him talking to me, and I frantically looked around trying to find or see him in the darkness. But he was no where to be seen, then I felt a tingle in my hand and a faint kissing noise. I don't know what happened but I have stopped falling and was now crying. I dropped to my knees when he finished his little rant and a faint I love you. God where am I?! I just wanna see him. Hold him and never leave his side.

Evan was still holding Jonathan's hand while Jaren sat next to him, comforting Evan as he cried silently. Evan was in his own world until.. Jonathan's heart monitor started going crazy. Evan and Jaren shot to their feet as Evan yelled for a doctor. As Evan and Jaren were escorted out of the room, Jonathan's heart monitor flat lined...