(A/N: Sorry about the cover, the stupid picture wouldn't crop! This is my first adoption fic so sorry if its shit. There will be swearing and triggering scenes. If you don't want to read these scenes I will put a star where it may be triggering for some people.
Lets get on.
~ Gee. (actually my nickname don't judge. Cuz apparently 'im so like Gerard its scary')I wrote this story 5 years ago and never got round ro publishing it I dont wven have that one friend anymore
Samantha's POV
-a few days before adoption day-
"Hey! Slut!" Brittany yelled. She is basically the leader of the bullies, which is the entire school.
I looked down and carried on walking. Just ignore her, she might give up if I just....
"HEY! I know your not deaf!"
She yells. Fuck! I thought. Fuck, fuck, fuck. Go away, leave me alone.She stomps over to me and grabs my hood, yanking me backwards and making me fall onto tne floor, with a loud thumping sound.
"Fat bitch" she snarls, slapping me across the face.
I gulp nervously as she stalks closer to me. She then stamps on my torso with her heeled shoes. I grunt in pain as she contines her assault, punching me in the face and wacking the back of my head on the pavement. Finishing up, she kicks my temple and walks off.
I juat lay there in pain for about twenty minutes before crawling, slowly towards the school and the bathroom.
I lock myself in the end cubicle, reach into my pocket and pull out my best friend. A shining blade.
I studied it and then glided the sharp edge of one of my eight blades across my wrists. I'm crying but I feel no pain from the blade just the physical and mental abuse from before.
I cut for each word i've been called in this hell hole known as a school.
Fag.
Emo.
Slut.
Whore.
Useless.
Peice of shit.
Bitch.
Retard.I believe every word that comes out of their lips. I sigh as I watch the blood ooze out of my body and onto the floor.
I stay like that for a few minutes before I clean myself up and put my trusty friend bsck in my pocket.
I couldn't be asked to go to any lessons so I spen what few hours were left of school sobbing in the corner of the cubicle.
At last the final bell rings and I shoot off to the orphanage.
--Time skip--
As soon as I walk through the door I run upstairs to my room and chuck off my blazer and tie.
I was about to settle down to draw, when the caretaker shoved into my room, threw the food I was not going to eat any way, at me and just left again, slamming the door behind her.
I rolled my eyes and trudged into the shower. Afterwards, I pulled on some batman pyjamas and slid under the plain white duvet on my bed, which, may I add, completely ruined the whole theme of my room.
My room has navy, almost black, walls and a dark grey ceiling. The walls are covered in band posters. I love bands.
I listen to stuff like MSI, The Used, BVB, Peirce The Veil, Panic!, FOB and, most importantly (and to complete the emo trinity), the best band of all time, My Chemical Romance/MCR.
I love MCR so fucking much. Like, I have all the albums, practically all the merch and I know every song ever made, word for word. (And the exact order of the songs on each album) Pretty sad, but, oh well!
(A/N: This kid is basically me)I turned over in bed to grab my ipod and earphones. I lay back down, put my ipod on shuffle and sang quietly to 'Helena' as I drifted off to sleep.
(A/N: I am so sorry for this shitty chapter. I will try to get another chapter done before or on saturday)
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Adopted by MCR
Fanfiction17 year old, Samantha Brooklyn White, has gone through physical, mental and sexual abuse by her alcoholic father after her mother died in a tragic car accident when she was only 6. She was left in an orphanage in NJ where she was permenantly bullied...