Careless.

Fifteen

¡I don't remember....consequences

%one month later%

<<Allura's POV>>

It's the third time this week, being ignored by my nurse Julia and the other nurse Amber, but I don't mind I simply smile. I have no idea how I got here but I have been counting. I have been here for one month and a week, they say I had a car accident but I don't know how nor why.... "how are you feeling Allura" Dr. quinn asks, I smile at him. "Like shit as always" he smiles "anything other than the arm and head pain??" "The bruises do but it's not so bad" I answered. He hums.

"Do you remember anything from last month, why you are here what happened" he continues, I turn my head slowly to the side and notice my desk is empty... no flowers, no cards nothing just nothing. What did I do last month that is this bad. "What did I do??" I trail off and my eyes land everywhere in the big hospital room, I'm pretty sure it's enough for two beds or so. Dr. Quinn sighs and closes his notepad to look at me. "You don't remember do you?" "I've told you that many times"

With my answer he leaves. What did I do that was so bad? Why does everyone hate me?. My thoughts are interrupted when a man on a wheelchair rolls in and stays next to my bed, I look at him. Why can't I remember anything that happened last month, but still remember his face. "Allura" Victor says softly. "Hmm" I answer not looking at him. "I'm sorry for everything, I shouldn't have tortured you I thought you could be like her but you aren't" "like who?" I ask looking at his face.

My stomach hurts, the first time I see him fragile....sincere. "Like Hera.... She was just like you, looked similar to you the only difference was her background....her mother killed herself business crumbling she had to marry me, she begged me not to marry her cried even....I found pleasure in that she knew I loved her....she stayed but she died of cancer. I was devastated then I found you" his head hung low.

I look At the closed curtains for some reason my heart hurts. "So you thought you could live those moments with me, just my making the same scenarios" there is a certain quantity of sourness in my voice but I'm not mad. "And it... it got out of hand....It took you to shoot my balls for me to snap out of it, for that I'm sorry" he chuckled a bit, before placing a the very first rose on the table. "I don't know what to say" I mumble loud enough for him to hear me. "Than don't say anything.... the normal you would immediately shout for me to get out, you are really hurt aren't you" the words are filled with amusement.

"Get out my head hurts, and I don't want to see you" I say numbly, the room fills with his laughter. I never imagined having this conversation with someone like him, better enough him!. I stare at the ceiling "you got yourself in a big mess, but who could blame you it's partly my fault." He sighs. I hum in agreement. "The thing is I don't know what I did"

I admit he goes over to the door banging it shut "there he is" I sigh.

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"Since you are half way all better let's bring in the consequences" the officer says standing next to my bed, there is a real cop in the room but I'm surprisingly calm he is the same age as me. I stare at him but he can't stare back at me. "You've got a flower this time" Amber remarks clearing the tension. "From a not so pleasant surprise" I hate him, but I should move on I don't know what was the reason that made him apologize.

Julian glares in disgust across the room. "Back to the consequences" the officer clears his throat, looking at the paper in his hands. I really just want to get this over with, but if I shout orders they'll restrain me for acting crazy. "Yay consequences" I smile catching everyone off guard.

"Yeah.... um right, so first" he starts

"We'll be suspending you from driving, until we can make sure you are totally fine....mentally" he announces, I'm perfectly fine. I shut my eyes in annoyance. But still smiling.

"You can't return to work for fifteen days" what the heck?! I snap my eyes open to glare at the man.

"Publicly apologize for the scene you made" he continues, dude what the hell I don't even know what I've done, I clench my jaw.

"Is that all" I ask gritting my teeth, still pissed. "And..."

"And??" "You get to go to Rehabilitation" I snapped "fuck off I'm not going" I dug my nails in the sheets. "You realize you just said fuck off to an officer" he calmly says. The heart monitor beeps revealing how pissed off I am at the moment "if you don't go to rehab, you won't have your car back and the ability to work at your fathers company" blackmailing me pulls my nerves. "I will do everything but no way I'll do rehab" I snap.

"Fine your brother knew you wouldn't accept it so, I will let rehab slide. Instead you have a bodyguard for media and yourself plus a personal doctor" he sighs leaving the room. Julia laughs I hear her outside. Amber also goes after re adjusting my position.

How would he do this to his own sister, damn you Nate. I'm not crazy.

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A/N: not proud but it's a start. I'll double update to make it up to y'all, but necessary. Comment on how do you want the book to finish. And what should I do about Allura X Sinclair

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