Careless.

Twelve

¡Confessions

<<Allura' POV>>

"I'm attracted to beautiful illusions" he says in the most sincere tone of voice, he pulls me closer leaving me speechless from his confession. I stare at his lips only inches apart as he desperately stares back at mine.

None of us move, we just stare at each other hearing nothing but the sound of our pounding hearts as they desperately want to tangle each other, it beats for me to hold him and it is making it hard to resist knowing that he is this close to me. I look up to him and back at his lips, licking mine as I keep staring.

He is started for a bit when I do it but then he gives in crashing his lips onto mine, kissing them gently while doing so I kiss back, my heart runs wild with the happiness of having him, I hear his heartbeat too like music playing along as our lips move in complete sync.

Our kiss is warm and sweet like the early sun rays of the beautiful morning, and gentle like the calming wind. By the time I realize it's wrong what we are doing, I pull back to stop myself from continuing "n-no....w-we shouldn't" his eyes are filled with love and lust as his lips are slightly parted.

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<<Elliot's POV>>

After the kiss I couldn't have been happier, we drive over to my apartment. She in her car, me in my own car when we get there we both jump down from our cars in to the building's elevator a four star building.

We silently wait for the elevator as we steal glances from each other "so are you going to throw me out again" she asks, I chuckle " that was a one time thing" "hmm.... one time thing huh??" She nudges my side wiggling her brows. "So um are we going to talk about what happened or??" I break the silence as we walk in the lift.

I press the button to the 24th floor waiting or her to answer. "You are conscious that I'm going to get married right??" She scoffs as the words bitterly leave her moth. "You know you are going to get married to an asshole right....so whatever we are" "we?" She raises her brow, I smile and wrap my hands around her placing my head on the nape of her neck.

"He does things ten times worst then what we'll do" I say, she jumps away from my arms but I just pull her back in "w-what??.... we will do??" She stutters. I smirk at her reaction.

<<Allura's POV>>

"W-what... we will do??" I ask stumbling on my words as he throws in a smirk, I freeze.

The little lights shine at each floor we stay in the elevator, there is someone here other than us a Old man, but he couldn't care less about what we are talking about or doing he just stares smiling, I already imagine him saying 'back in my days I was just like you kids, living young and wild and free'.

It goes in ascending order 14

15

16

17 he didn't answer what we'll be doing he just smirked and loosened up his tie staring at me, I gulp and look away.

18

19

"What are we going to do?" I ask sternly he smirks at my confidence "what do you think we are going to do sugar plum??" His voice is low and deep each word pounding in my head, I move closer to the other side.

Silence

22

"We are of course going to" he begins, I mentally prepare to run when the doors open (A/N: dasi run run run!!! Sorry I had to) he steps closer to me, looking hungrily at my body. I jump from my spot.

"Watch a movie and eat popcorn" he grins the old man laughs. I sigh in relief. "As in a date??" I ask as my ears turn into crimson red, look everywhere but them "if you insist" he smirks.

The doors open and I run out taking a deep breath, the feels. Yuck!!. "Hey!! Get your drunken self next to me" Elliot orders so I walk beside him to the apartment.

He puts on the password and the door clicks open he freezes when he sees a man sit down, I look at the man a man I know almost too well. Tall broad shoulders, dark hair, black eyes, not that built up but strong and someone you should fear. His thin dry lips curve into an arrogant smirk when his eyes fall on me. He grumpily stands up from the couch and walks towards Us- the door nods to Elliot and walks past me leaving the apartment.

I want to tear up that smile from his face and make him swallow every word he said to me, Rip his chest open, misplace his lungs and rip his cold heart to shreds. What am I saying he has no heart. I bitterly smile and walk in behind Elliot, he closes the door and lifelessly looks at me, like his done something wrong. Of course he did Victor just nodded at him, in his house on his couch.

He looks at me apologetically. I remain expressionless, and walk to the middle of the hallway where he stands. "I can explain" "go ahead" I say coldly.

He takes a deep breath before spilling out the words, I give him a death glare and cross my arms trying to shield myself from whatever he'll say. Trying to hide my anger I bite my tongue. "Don't get angry" he warns I scoff.

"first Victor Hunter offered me a job when I came from France, I didn't actually have anything since I left my Mother and brothers. I desperately needed money so I started to do little jobs for him for a time. I didn't kill anyone for him but I helped him transport weapons and drugs from here to America." I try to process as much as possible, this really makes me sick.

" and then we became close so he asked me for a little favor which involved you, I read all about you and liked the mission very much since I would get to know you. He said he would give me his biggest pleasure" he continued, I'm disgusted, I place a hand over my mouth. He is slightly worried when he looks at me but I flinch when he reaches his hand to me.

"He wants for u to beg him to stop, breaking down in front of him. So he asked me to make you feel dull and lifeless meaning for me to fake love with you and break up with you making you feel dull and life less but....." "Ah!" I interrupt him "so you are faking it?? I should have known" I fire out and wait for him to continue my blood Is boiling but I look surprisingly calm even though my voice is filled with rage.

"But I fell for you....each day I saw you I fell for you even more, Victor doesn't know it yet" "yet??" I laugh at his face, ignoring his confession. My heart hurts bad, he faked it everything.... he is lying to my face, has been lying. I turn my head towards the door to leave "forgive me" the almost broken boy pleads, I want to hold him to prevent him from breaking.

But this last case just unveiled the bitch in me. I take a few steps towards the door "please" his voice cracks.

You know what I have a fucking better idea.

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A/N: double update?? I'm feeling productive.

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