Careless.

seventeen

¡Kitten and bad memories

[That night]

«Allura's POV»

After being checked out of the hospital, they still had to check the massive cut on my back caused by the broken glass, it took a few hours to check it and paperwork.

I'm currently on a wheelchair, taken to a grey Rava Toyota. "So where are we going?" I asked him. "Our house." He says keeping his eyes on the road, we drive for 30mins.

He parks in a building called Frappoccino, one of the Most well known apartment buildings in Italy.

He carries me to the wheelchair, and takes me in the building through the automatic doors.

"You know I can walk..." I tell him, he is lost in thought since he only hums when I say something. We walk to the elevator he presses a button, and takes us to his apartment the last at the hallway.

"Bell...." I start. "Hmmmm??" He answers. "BELL!!!!" I shout. "Why are you calling me that?" He askes. "It's your name" I mumble looking away. "THAT'S cute" he says grinning. "Whatever.... if I like your dog I'll marry him" "No way nooo!!" He shouts making a few people look at us, I laugh at his mini tantrum.

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We go in the apartment and kitten is no where to be seen, I stand up and go to the room he said it's mine. "Don't take too long in there I'll be done in an hour" he shouts. "Sure!!" I shout back and open the door to find a mini fur-ball the floor.

Don't make drastic movements the stitches on your back can tear open, and your arm might ache in pain. I tell myself so I walk over to the puppy getting on my knees and petting him. "You are the cutest little creature ever existing, you are soo small and cute and small" I squeal petting his fur with my good hand (right hand) as I baby it, he licks my hand and allows me to carry him and I do so.

"Bell!" I shout as I get up with the puppy on my arm walking to the kitchen. "Yeah?" "I'm definitely marrying your dog" I say grinning like I did when small (eyes squeezed shut and clenching my teeth together like i would blow up) I stand behind him, he turns and squeezes my cheeks "your cute but no" he smiles and keeps doing whatever he's doing.

<<3rd person POV>>

Allura and Mark both sit down on the dinner table, munching on the cheesy ravioli and Italian sausage skillet.

There is an awkward silence between them. For 20 minutes.

"Ok cut the crap Allura " Allura drops the fork on her plate sitting up straight and looking at him. "What crap?" She asks. "How can you act so normal??" "Well the food is delicious--

"Why did you do this to yourself??" Mark cuts in slightly annoyed at her behavior. She stares at him. "I-" she starts.

Soon the memories of the past month start sinking in, she simply smiles at what she's done but not a happy one. "I was drunk" "I know" Mark says reaching his hand for the water bottle. "I wasn't happy" he pours it to his cup. " What led you to that??" This time he asks it professionally, with no emotion to his question whatsoever.

"The hospital blew up and I got a box saying that's what I got for  being a whore, so it was basically my fault the hospital blew up kiki and Luke where there too so I thought they were gone.... I punched a guy on his face for calling me Mrs Hunter. And I drove to the Espanish quarter and took a bottle of gin and drank sitting on the grass"  She says looking at her glass of water, he listens carefully at her explanation.

"And then what" he asks. "This guy was following me, so we talked  stupidly about feelings being illusions. And he said he is attracted to beautiful illusions and we kissed" she says blushing a bit. Mark grins at her filling his mouth with food. "He took me to his house and when he opened the door Victor came out of it" she pauses and looks at kitten who's napping on her lap.  "I asked him how does he know Victor.... and....He said I was.....his mission....just because I didn't break down in front of Victor, he was sent to fake love and leave me dull and lifeless.... I couldn't take it anymore so I drank and drank" she stutters stabbing her food.

She's angry he knows she is but at what?? "And drank, and drank.... He tried to stop me I screamed at him, and he cried and I laughed and I broke a bottle, he begged to stop I left him shattering. I found Victor screwing Isadora so I smiled at her and shot his "pride" and ran I drove around until I crushed" she finishes.

"How did you feel before drinking"

"I- Useless , gullible, oblivious, naive bitch that everyone can mess with, I just want to swim in peace in an never ending sea of calming waves, no worries, nada" she frowns. "And Who is this Victor guy?" "Wait you don't know him??"

"I know him but how is he like to you??was he like??" He swallowed, and looked up at her she looks down at her plate. "He... was like really bad, he manipulated my Papa for me to marry him....blackmailed me, and hit me when we fought sometimes....he made me do horrible things... i even killed for him. He would say how useless and stupid I am, and often lock me in the apartment with him....luckily he only tried forcing himself on me I ran out that day, I tried getting along with this engagement thing for Papa but then I couldn't take it anymore. I killed my boyfriend at that time to save their souls and a cop for he's sake" she recalls, and keeps eating normally. Mark stared at her.

"Why are you telling me this?? Do you trust me??" He wiggles his brows.

"Because I don't give a damn about what happens next and you are one of the people who bothered to ask" She slightly shrugs "I lob melted cheese" she mumbles with a mouth full of ravioli. "And who Is this isadora??" He asks handing her a napkin.

She swallows and begins to speak "she's a villain of my creation, I killed Eli Blanco her brother and that messed with her since we all loved him, and I loved him the most since I dated him. So she left that damaged our group of friends even more and she's back. She probably messed around with Victor trying to get to me, she succeeded which I'm happy for her" she joins the dirty dishes to one side. And puts her right hand on the table. "Did you ever think about killing yourself ?" He asks.

"No that's sick.... I watched my mom die and saw her fear of the idea and how she reacted to it shocking" she says gulping down her medicine.

Allura Eaton is really something.

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A/N: long chapter it was necessary, and drastic stuff will happen later on..... it's bloody midnight lol

Anyhoes...I'll think about stuff to happen in the next chapter, I promise I won't disappoint. I have got a new book idea No yu I need to finish this first, Sorry I didn't finish burning passion. I will someday.

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