(COMPLETED) MR. SERIES 1: Mr. Shipping Magnate

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She knows the moment she will let him go. She won't ever take him back... Now, she is about to marry a man dahil sa utang na loob. She can't let his family down. Most especially her mom. Siguro yun nalang ang gagawin niyang inspirasyon. She need to keep reminding herself that the reason why she will marry this guy is because he got a huge heart. Baka in the future she'll learn to love him or kung hindi man, matutunan niya itong bigyan ng halaga. She'll try not to make this guy regret for helping her family. Yes she is forced to this but on the contrary she knows that she is doing this  for the right reasons. What other reason can be more right than doing it as gratefulness for helping her family, right?

Nag iisip na siya ngayun. Paano ba niya sasabihin kay Zack na they have to end whatever they have. She wants  to make him get angry at her. Mas mataman nang magalit ito sa kanya yung ipagtatabuyan siya nito.. she have to create something. The least thing she felt she can do at this point is to lessen his burden of forgetting about her. 

"I have to kill all hopes he have for us.  Di bali nang kasuklaman niya ako...I just love him this much not wanting to cause him more misery. Yes my love for him is selfless, di bale nang ako. I would rather suffer the pain than see him asking me not to leave him. I know I can't turn him down. So, I better create something that will make him not wanting to see me ever again."

May kumatok na pala sa pintuan ko.

"Sam, pinapababa ka na ng daddy mo" ani nanay ester ang isa sa aming kasambahay

"Ok po nay, mag bibihis lang ako"

I chose a plain polo shirt dress. I miss mom so much and I will tell her all the "thanks" I have not uttered to her.

Pababa na ako ng hagdanan and my mind is swaying from one thought to another, the man I love, the man I am gonna marry and my moms condition. Ganito pala kahirap ang realididad ng buhay.