Chapter 98: Bad state of mind

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After a week the origins come back to la and report what they found
They know where the body is but it can't be retrieved way to deep in the water plus it's hard to swim in that water
So today was marked the funeral day of her half of la towns people came it was a rainy day I just sat there on a roof not being able to deal with this sadness
I am pissed that half of the village came and in that half these people talked shit about her all the time but now there acting all sad total bullshit
After an hour the funeral was over and I left the village going to the land of rain I needed to talk to her my mentor my master my family
It was only a couple min run there once I got to the place I feel to the ground balling for hours

Pam Pam Pam why why do you have to go and leave me here everyone hates me the villagers hate me and don't want me here anymore I need you pls Pam pls come back
I need you I need you so much I need your advice I mean you kindness I need your mothering in lost with you
When I was done with my sobbing it was dark out now I could see a thing so I went back to la sneaking in and to my apartment but when I got back I saw a bunch of people outside yelling for me to come out and leave this place
I didn't respond I just went to bed the people stayed there all night and all day long nor moving just throwing rocks and threatening to burn down the building
Danny and the origins came to clear out the area but it didn't work they just yelled and said it was there right to protest and speak
So Danny left them
I never left my room I just sat on my bed smoking weed and talking to myself
At one point I passed out and heard knocks at my door they came into the building to be even more Annoying the other that lived there yelled for them to leave and not to burn the place that would kill them all
Danny came again and said there not aloud to do any harm to me or others and even the building and even told them to get out and protest outside which they did
This is my life now Pam
I miss you so much....,

So
So
So..much

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