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Bellamys Perspective
"She told me to tell you guys this.." Harper said looking at us trying to hold back her tears. "She loves you guys and she knows none of you wanted to do this, but she couldn't let anyone deal with how worse it's getting. She told me what happens when it gets worse." Harper said looking at me and Raven then looking at Clarke and stroking her hair.

"What happens when it could have gotten worse if she didn't do this?" Raven asks looking at Clarke.

"More of her going unconscious, her nightmares getting worse," she never told me she has nightmares. "Seeing things.." Harper said looking away from us as tears roll down her face.

"What else?" Raven asked looking at me and Clarke then Harper.

"Death." Harper said.

"What?!! Why didn't she tell us this before she did this alone?" I ask raising my voice at almost a yell.

"She couldn't. She still knew you guys wouldn't understand." Harper said looking at me.

"What's not to understand?! There is death involved when it gets worse! I would have support her if she told me that!!" I said as I start to yell.

"She also told me this, when she is in here deep sleep someone has to stay with her. Also We have to get alge and water in her system. Also when something happens it will show on the monitor. It won't really show it, it will beep and start ringing around the ark to let us know something is wrong." Harper said trying to stay calm as best as she can. I grab a chair and sit down next to Clarke. Raven sits on the other side of her. Harper is making sure things are still good and running.

How can she let the love of my life go into a deep sleep to prevent herself from getting worse. I wish she would have given us a warning.

"She will be okay, Bellamy." Raven says looking at me with more and more tears rolling down her eyes.

"I hope so." I say weakly while watching Clarke.

"She's strong." Raven tells me slightly.

"I know." I say as Harper leaves the room. I fell asleep in the chair. Raven fell asleep on the other chair. I jump up as I hear the monitor.

"What's going on?" I ask as Harper rushes in and Ravens looking around.

"She's crashing." Harper says quietly as she looks at the monitor. I took Clarke's hand.

"Do something." I say holding Clarke's hand tighter.

"We can't. She has to stabilise herself. I know that's going to be hard for her, but she has to fight." Harper told me as I watched Clarke.

"What the hell!!!!" I heard Clarke's voice yell. I jump up. She is still in the deep sleep, but whatever it is she's has to fight! Harper and Raven look at Clarke. The check her pulse.

"What's wrong?" I ask worried.

"She's really weak. What ever is in her she is fighting all she gots. She wouldn't do that unless one things happens." Raven said looking at Harper. Harper had given Raven the same look back.

"What? What happens!?" I say looking at Clarke.

"Something is causing her to go into a coma not a deep sleep anymore." Raven said as new tears rolled down her face.

"What is??!" I ask walking over to where Raven and Harper are.

"The thing in her neck. It's getting worse and it's causing her to go into a coma. She's using all of the fight she has left. That thing is draining her energy from fighting and making her go into a coma to where she can't fight anymore." Harper said looking all around.

"What!??" Both Raven and I yelled.

I tryed to hold back tears, but I couldn't they just poured out of my eyes from what Harper just told me. I just sat there as the others left and stayed there.

Two years later
I only left Clarke's side a few times each day. Raven would bring me alge and water for me and Clarke. She would always try and feed Clarke, but it really never works. I ate the alge and drank the water and do then what I normally do at that time. I hope. I hope that she will wake up from her coma. I hope she will wake up soon. Just as I'm thinking like normal as the monitor that tells us what's going on with Clarke starts beeping really loud. Next thing I know Raven and Harper are here in a minute looking what's wrong.

"What's wrong?!" I ask trying to look over there shoulders.

"Nothing. She's waking from her coma. It still means she will be in a deep sleep, but it's really great news that Clarke's starting to wake up and whatever is in her is going away. I hope!" Harper said really excited!!

"So were getting Clarke back!!??" I asked worried.

"Somewhat." Raven said. I jumped up and down in excitement. "Calm down. Were not even sure if her vital signs are okay or if that thing hurt her." Raven explained. I was still happy though.

"I'll run a pet scan." Harper said getting the pet scan ready. They did the pet scan.

"Yeah, her brain is following through. It's telling us she's okay and nothing is broken. She might have a headache when she wakes up." Harper explained to me.

"That's great!!!" I yelled. I was really excited that my girlfriend was waking up!!!

"Oh no!!!" Harper yelled. Raven looked at what she was looking at.

"What's happening to her??!!" I yelled. They knew I loved her. No one else was put above the situation.

"She not showing any signs of her vocal cords!!!" Raven yelled. Raven started to pace all around.

"Okay. It's not that bad. When she wakes up she will have lost her voice for a while but we will make it work." I tell her. She nodds.

Thanks for reading this far!!! I think we all know I'm the Bellarke Queen!!! Like slay!!! Lol sorry I'm really happy and all. Hope you continue reading it!! 💖💖

~Bellarke Queen💫💫💫