he made me
h a p p y .
and I've seemed to have
f u c k e d
it all up .
it's been four months .
and I'm kind of
s i c k
and
t i r e d
of waiting for a message .
waiting for
s o m e t h i n g
some sign that he may have cared
a n y t h i n g .
but I don't think
he really cares if I'm
h a p p y
or not .
