it's often that when you cry
you get the
h i c c u p s .
you're crying so hard
when suddenly
you just start
h i c u p p i n g .
and for me
I can't breathe .
the
h i c c u p s
take all the oxygen from me .
and suddenly
I've forgotten how to
b r e a t h e .
I'll eventually start
g a s p i n g
just to feel the oxygen flow through me,
o n e l a s t t i m e .
the hiccups bring me
h a p p i n e s s .
because finally,
f i n a l l y
I've got no oxygen left
and maybe,
j u s t m a y b e
I'll die this time .
