it's not what you think .
I don't want to feel more pain .
people say that the
c u t s
relieve you ,
some say it hurts worse
then the hurt itself .
I'm not one to
b e l i e v e
those kinds of things .
I like to
b e l i e v e
that I'm
d r o w n i n g
because at least if I'm
d r o w n i n g
I don't have to
b r e a t h e
anymore .
