I don't think I ever really was
s u r e
of you .
but I couldn't tell you that,
for I didn't have the heart
to hurt you .
and so instead of hurting you,
I told you
"s u r e , why not ?"
I didn't think three simple
words would ruin me
the way that they did .
instead of allowing myself
to hurt you,
I allowed you
to hurt me .
and as you walked away from me,
no sign of hurt etched into your face,
I shouted
"s u r e
why not"
and to this day,
you still don't understand it .
