A story about two lovers

POV JESSICA

  I walk in the door to see dinner laying on the table for me, the kids weren't there, neither were you. In bed maybe? I thought to myself as I climbed the stairs. “Hey baby I'm ho-” I say as I walk in the room to see you fucking my best friend Sebastian. “Baby please…” I don't say a word as I grab my things, crying my eyes out. I grab my Laptop, some clothes, and other random things I needed such as my teddy bear. I had it since I was 5. I then go downstairs grabbing my wallet and keys, I didn't know what to say. I drove down the street to Matthias house crying my eyes out. “Jessica… what's wrong…” I just shook my head as his wife comes over to comfort me. “Carmen cheated on me. With my best friend…” they were all shocked at what I had just said. I slept in the couch as my little babies said “mommy what's wrong? Where's momma?” I just said that you where at home sick and that you didn't want us around at the moment, which was a lie. I didn't want our kids to know you cheated on me. I fell asleep on their couch, not knowing how long I'll stay. You texted me many times begging us to come home.
Carmen: baby come home
Bring the kids home
Baby I'm sorry
Baby please
I didn't mean to do that
I promise please come home
I love you…
Ima go cry now
The last one made me want to cry right there in my pajamas. Matthias gave me a glass of hot cocoa in December. I drank it slowly and felt like an anxiety attack was about to form. I swallowed it down, holding back the hot stinging tears of a “I can not breathe” situation. I really missed you, and it hurt so much when I learned of what you did. I just wanted to sleep and not wake up but now I was to raise two adorable children all on my own. I loved her with all my heart. I finally went to sleep around midnight, letting today's events hopefully, be a dream.