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SHANE'S POV

Ikinuwente ni ate lahat ng nangyari sa paligid ko habang mahimbing akong natutulog.

Hindi ko mapigilan ang mga luhang pumapatak sa mata ko,mag isa nalang ako ngayon dito sa kwarto habang iyak pa din ng iyak ng malaman ko ang mga nangyari,halos hindi na kayang tanggapin ng utak ko lahat ng mga nangyayari parang gusto ko nalang matulog habang buhay.

My grandma just left me,she died while i was sleeping,

I cry and cry,and let go my pain,its too much,it was like yesterday,we were all happy,she's okay back then,

We were laughing,she's okay,she's really okay,pero bakit

Di ko matanggap,La~why'd you left me?

Hindi mo man lang ako binigyan ng chance na makita ka,bakit agad kang sumunod kay Lolo?

Iyak lang ako ng iyak

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Lumipas pa ang oras at iyak pa din ako ng iyak hanggang sa marinig kong bumukas ang pinto.

Pinunasan ko ang mga luha ko at humarap sakanyang walang emosyon

"May kailangan ka ba?"walang emosyon kong tanong

"S-shane" sabi nito

Nakatingin lang ako sakanya ng diretso at walang emosyon,hanngang sa unti unting tumulo ang luha niya.

"S-shane i-im sorry" sabi nito

"For what?" I asked

"For lying" she said

"I lied,S-shane...i-im sorry,i can't help it.." she said

Nakatingin pa din ako sakanya,pinipigilan kong tumulo ang luha ko,nakatingin lang ako ng walang emosyon pero sobra sobra na akong nasasaktan,hindi ko na kaya

"I-i have a feelings for him,r-right from the start,bago mo pa siya naging best friend i already have a feelings for him" she said

"I shouldn't lie to you Shane,I'm sorry,i just don't want you to be hurt because you're my friend,I tried Shane,i really tried,pero hindi ko kayang pigilan ang nararamdaman ko sakanya." Huminto siya at huminga para makalanghap ng hangin

Nanatili lang akong walang imik

"That night,umamin ako,Shane I'm sorry,i try me best to stop this feeling but it won't stop" umiyak lang siya

"Shane you have to know the truth,we have a relation,but it didn't go well,and we broke up,but my feelings for him didn't fade even if it's a year ago"

"Shane,mianhe please forgive me"

"Leighn,please let's not talk about this" i said with a low voice,hindi ko kaya

"I'm sorry Shane" sabi nito bago lumabas ng kwarto

At sa paglabas nito,doon na tuluyan bumuhos ang mga luha ko,hindi ko na kaya

First my bestfriend just left me,silly me,why did i even gave my trust in the first place?Why did i trust again?I thought she's the right one,i thought she'll understand me,i thought i can lean on her shoulder,i thought she wouldn't left me like they did,but who am i fooling around?I trust you Alayn,i trust you,you wouldn't leave me,that you're always here in my side,

I can't accept the fact that for the 3rd time,I've been left again by the people i really treasure the most

Second,nalaman ko nalang na iniwan na ako ng lola ko,masaya pa kami ehhh,tawanan lang kami ng tawanan,but i made a greatest mistake,i didn't show her how much i love her,i didn't get a chance to talk to her in her last seconds,i didn't get a chance to see her,i didn't get a chance to tell her that i really love her and thankful she's my granma~ i really hate my self

Third,i just knew Leighn really like Keifer,but i can't blame her,feelings shouldn't be stop,i understand you Leighn,but right now I'm too broken,I'm a mess,

If this is the reason why i woke up,i don't want to woke up,and sleep,sleep forever,

This is too much

I cry again

Alone

All i can do is cry

Bakit nangyayari ito lahat ng sabay sabay?

Please,I'm begging

I need someone to lean on

Alayn,i really need you

You're the only one left in me,but yet you left me,ahahahahaha

This is the worst day of my life

At kung meron pa,idagdag mo na ngayon sa nararamdaman ko para isahan nalang ang sakit