Letter to my Love

Well...

Dear, Love

It started to get easier, I started not missing you as much...but love, you got a new girlfriend, one that's way to young for you, and it hurts, it hurts really bad. It hurts because last night I dreamt about you, and me. I dreamt about us. I dreamt about being happy. I dreamt about you doing that cute thing where you would pretend to eat my neck. I dreamt about having everything that I've ever wanted. I know this sounds stupid, cause I'll never have you again, I'll never be able to call you mine, I'll never lay in your bed and cuddle you, I'll never do anything that we use to do ever again...and maybe this is a sign that it's time to move on, but I don't want to. I want to be in love with you. I know I probably sound stupid, cause you've given me a million and one reasons to move on but I still chose not to, cause your the most amazing person that I know. I don't even know what it is, but something about you is just perfect, like It just makes me want to hug you all the time and just spend every minute with you.

It kills me that you won't talk to me. You won't talk to me because everyone's saying stuff about you and your girlfriend, cause she's so much younger then you. I think it's stupid that your mad cause of that, it's your fault for dating someone younger then you. Told me to get out of your life, and I think that's exactly what I need to do. I need to get out of your life, but more importantly, you have to get out of mine. I don't want you to get out of my life, but I think you have to, I think I have to try to move one, to try and forget all our memories, to try and find out what my purpose in life is. You know you did help me realize something...that I need to focus on my life and not the people in it. Our whole relationship, you'd talk about how you don't care about what anyone thinks and how you don't care about very many people. Everyone told me, I became a bitch when I started dating you, but the truth is, I was just realizing what life is all about. Life's not about spending all day worrying about your hair, or your make up or anything, it's not about being good enough or being to good, it's not about doing something that you hate just because everyone else is doing it, it's not about being cool or fitting in, cause truth is you'll never fit in, no matter how hard you try, you'll always be an "outsider". Life's about living in the moment, and just not giving a shit, so your not cool? Cools overrated anyway. So your hairs a little messy? Who cares...not me. So your mascara rubbed off a little bit and you kinda look like a racoon? Racoons are pretty awesome animals. I would of never figured this out if I never met you. Before we started dating, I thought I didn't give a shit about anything, but that's not true, the only thing I didn't care about was what people said to me. I still cared about what I looked like and if I wasn't good enough and my

Body and numerous other things, but don't we all? If everyone would get the chance to date you (which they might) they'd know exactly what I mean. I just hope people start to realize that if someone's gonna judge them on what's wrong with them, they don't deserve to have them in there life. I hope when someone points out someone's flaws they'll be able to walk away and say "I know" with the most confidence that they've ever had! I love you for helping me realize this...actually I just love you.

Xox

Your ex

A/N

Okay so Guys I just wanted to tell you that if your self conscious about how you look or your body, or if your not good enough...if your worried about anything, don't be. It sucks to worry about stuff. It doesn't matter what anyone thinks of you because in the end you can only count on your self. They'll come a time in your life, that everyone will be gone, except your self, so stop trying to please other people and start to please your self! EVERYONE IS BEAUTIFUL! Keep your chin held high!

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