"how are you?"
Broken. Useless. Alone. Clueless.
Confused. Betrayed. Fragile. On the
verge of tears. Depressed. Anxious. About to break down. Giving up. Pathetic. FINE. Annoying.
I'm just a burden. Distant. Lonely.
Rejected. Crushed. Empty. Never good enough. Defeated. Hated. Unloved. Left out. Worthless.
I feel like I'm gonna fall apart any moment now, and there wouldn't be anyone to hug me so tight my prices will stick back together... But yeh. I'm Fine.
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I always say fine. Because Fine means 'I'll survive even though I'm in pain. Or I'll be like. "Fine I guess.." everyone's always like "Oh. OK." or they say "cool." but its really not. its not okay or cool that I'm in pain. that I cry myself to sleep almost every night. okay? No.
