mom: Are you okay?
Me: I'm fine.
mom: Why do you hide your feelings from me?
Well mom, remember that one time years ago I said I was depressed and you cried for like 3 days because you wanted me to be a normal happy girl? Yeah. that's why. I'd rather die inside, than tell you and watch you die
me: I dont. I'm fine. *fake smiles*
Mom: Okay sweetie.
Me: *Goes to room and cries until 3:00 am*
