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by _ihavenolife22_

Jordan's POV:
The tour is going great. We went to Toronto, and now we're on our way to Mane. We've been gone for a month and I already miss Maddie so much. Even though we're all on tour and having a great time, I just feel so empty, like I needed her there. I just was almost at the point where I started to hurt myself again. I haven't done it since me and Maddie met. We were all in tour bus, talking about the set we would play in Mane. After that, we had some down time so I decided to call Maddie. We didn't have much down time so I couldn't call her much. The phone was ringing, then I heard her voice, "hello?" "Hey, it so good to hear your voice" I said. "You too, how are you? How's the tour?" She asked. "It's great, I just really miss you" I said. "I miss you too" She said. "Come on dude we gotta go!" Sam yelled. "I gotta go" I said. "Ok, your gonna do amazing tonight, I love you" She said. "I love you too" I hung up and followed the guys out to the venue.

Madeline's POV:
I couldn't help but think that he was gonna find another girl on tour, I mean we had sex but he's a guy, I mean, I would hope he would never do something like that to me, but I could help but to worry. "Come on Maddie! Let's go out! See a movie, go shopping! You need to stop moping around about Jordan! He'll be back!" Cami said. "Ok,ok let's go to the mall" I said. She grabbed my arm and we drove to the mall.
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"We just spent way to much money" I said walking into our apartment, my arms full of stuff. "Hey, it's called investing"She said and I laughed a bit. I turned on my phone and saw a missed call from Jordan. "Fuck!" I yelled, dropping all the bags. "What?" Cami asked. "Jordan called and I fucking missed it!" I yelled quickly trying to call him back, but he didn't answer. "God dammit!" I yelled throwing my phone down on the couch. Tear filled my eyes. "Maddie calm down, you'll see him soon" she said. I sat down on he couch and put on Jordan's sweatshirt that was folded on the table. It's the one he gave me. It still smells like him, I cried quietly into it and fell asleep.
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Jordan's POV:
We got off stage and went back to the bus. I checked my phone and Maddie called. I called her back but she didn't answer. It was 3 so she probably was asleep.

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2 MONTHS gtLATER.....

Today we played our last show today. I was upset the tour was over, but I was so excited to see JMaddiet ended a got bit early then expected so I wanted to surprise Maddie. We all got back to our apartments, and got settled. I drove to Maddie's and knocked on the door. Camila opened it. "Jordan you back early!" She said and I put my finger to my lips and shushed her. "Is Maddie homec?" I asked. "No she just left" she said, "oh" I responded, disappointed. "Do you know when she'll be back, I wanna surprise her" I explained. "I'll get her here" she said taking her phone out. She texted for a minute, "done". "What did you say?" I asked. "I told her there's an emergency" she said. "Why'd you say that? That's gonna make her worry" I said. "Yeah but she'll get here" she said smiling and I rolled my eyes. "Go hisar in the kitchen so you can surprise her, I think she went to ayout for a run, so she'll be here any minute" she said and I went into the kitchen, and she sat on the couch.

Madeline's POV:
I ran as fast as I could down the hallway and to our apartment I unlocked the door and saw Camila sitting on the couch. "What's going on!?" I said out of breath. "Nothing" she said. I looked at her confused. "What the nfuck?! I ran all the way here! Why would you lie to me!? I was so fucking worried!" I yelled. "Because of this" She said and she looked over to the kitchen, and Jordan walked out. He smiled, I covered my mouth, and tears filled my eyes, I was so happy, all I could do was stand there, but then I ran into his arms and wrapped my legs around his waist, as his hands gripped my waist. "I can't believe your here!" I said hugging him so tight. "I missed you so so much" he said. "I missed you too". I took my legs off him and he set me down gently. He kissed me and I kissed back. I missed the taste of his lips. "Your welcome" Cami said I rolled my eyes. I kissed Jordan again and we went to my bedroom. It was 6pm so we just laid there and watched Netflix on my laptop. I missed this. I looked up at him, "when you were gone it made me realize that, I need you in my life, you've changed me so much, for the better" I explained. "I need you too, I felt so alone with out you, I almost hurt myself, and I don't want to do that again" he said. "I don't want to either, and I don't want you too because of me" I said. "No, it's not your fault, I have depression and there's nothing i could do about it, just having you around, it really helps me" he said. "Have you helps me too. I love you" I said. "I love you too". He leaned down and kissed me. After a little while, I fell asleep, and so did he.
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I woke up in the middle of the night to a loud crash. I shook Jordan a bit and he woke up, "Jordan did you hear that?" I whispered. "No what happened?" He asked. "I heard a crash" I said. He sat up and I got off his chest. We both got up, and slowly walked to the bedroom door. A second later it swung open and Camila ran into the room closing the door behind her. "Someone's here" she whispered as tears ran down her face. I saw Jordan looking around my room for a weapon, he picked up a bat that was in the corner, from when I was younger and played baseball. "Stay in here, both of you" he said. "No Jordan, don't go out there" I whispered. "Maddie just stay here with Camila, I'll be right back" he said opening the door slowly. He walked out and I watched out the door.

Jordan's POV:
I walked down the hall leading to the living room slowly, and firmly holding up the bat. I saw a guy standing there. "Who the fuck are you?" He asked. "Who are you?" I asked. "Where's Madeline?" He asked. "Why is that any of your business?" I said. "Cause she's my girlfriend" he said. My heart dropped. "She's my girlfriend" I said. "Oh so your the ass that's in the fucking band. Jordan right?" He said. "How do you know Madeline?" I asked. "I told you, I'm her boyfriend. Travis" he said. Oh my god, he's the one that hurt her. "Your Travis? So you think it's ok taking advantage of girls? You make me sick!" I yelled punching straight across the face. He punched me back, but I still stood my grounds. I wanted this guy dead for what he did to Maddie. He swung again but I grabbed his fist before it reached my head, I twisted his wrist till it cracked and he fell to the floor. "Jordan!" I heard Madeline yell, running from her room. I was on top of Travis, punching and punching him. She grabbed my hand, "stop' Jordan stop!" She yelled, and I stopped pummeling his and she helped me stand up. "Travis!?" She said looking at him. He tried to get up and She backed up behind me. "What the fuck are you doing here?!" She yelled with tears filling her eyes. "I'm here to get you back" he said getting up. He looked st me and swung to punchg. He hit my face and I stumbled back, leaving Madeline exposed. He grabbed her waist and pulled her with him. I recover from the punch and ripped him off of her. Ifpummeled him to the ground again, Madeline, crying and shaking behind me. I took the bat and pressed it to his chest. "You listen to me. If you EVER come back here and hurt Madeline again, I will KILL you, you hear me?" I said. "Yes" Hs said grinding his teeth. I moved the bat, Hs got up and left. I ran over to the door and locked it again, after he picked the lock. Madeline ran to me and hugged me so tight, crying into my shoulder. I picked her up, her arms still wrapped around me, and brought her back to her bedroom.

Madeline's POV:
He laid me down in my bed and laid down next to me. I cuddled closer to him and he pulled me closer. Camila was still standing in the corner shaking. I motioned her to come lay next to me. She came over and laid next to me. I was in the the middle. I felt safe.