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Jordan's POV:
I woke up the next morning, I missed Maddie. I picked up the hoodie the she gave back to me. She looked so adorable in it. When she kissed me I got a feeling. I knew that it was wrong to brake up with her. But she would never take me back. I'm such a fucking asshole. I lost the most important thing to me.

                 2 HOURS LATER...

Madeline's POV:
I was at home when I got a call from Mitchy. I answered it, confused towards why he was calling. "Hello?" "Maddie, you need to get to the hospital right now" he said. "What? Why?" I asked. "Jordan is incontious" he said. "My eyes widened, "I'm on my way" I said. I grabbed my keys and ran to my car.
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My eyes wet with tears, I ran into the hospital and asked the front desk where he was. I ran up the stairs and saw Mitchy and Sam. Mitchy came over and hugged me. "What's happening? Where's Jordan?" I asked. "He's getting stitches. He's still unconscious, and not breathing on his own" he said. "What the fuck happened?" I asked. "He slit his wrists and bled out. He lost a lot of blood" he said. I cried even more, "oh my god" I said collapsing. Mitchy caught me and hugged me tightly. "We all just have to pray for him to get better" Mitchy said. I sat with him and Sam for another hour. The doctor came out and I got up quickly. "He's awake, barley, but you can go in and talk to him for a couple minutes" he said and I told Mitchy and Sam to go in first. After 10 minutes they came out, and I went in. I closed the door behind me. I sat by his bed and looked at his pale face. He turned his head to look at me. His eyes barely opened. "Jordan. Why would you do this to yourself?" I said trying to hold back my tears as the poured from my eyes. "I'm sorry" he said. "I'll love you. No matter what. Forever. I can't believe you did this. To Mitchy, Sam, me" I said and his eyes filled with tears. "I'm-sorry" he struggled to say. His eyes closed. "Jordan" I said. He didnt respond. "Jordan!" I yelled a little louder. "Jordan wake the fuck up!!!" I yelled. My voices cracked as I screamed and choked on my own tears. I ran out of the room, "Mitchy get a nurse!" I screamed, my voice cracking. He yelled for a nurse and they came in. "You have to leave" the man said to me. "No, no, Jordan!" I cried. The man grabbed my arm and dragged me out. I tried to fight him off of me but Mitchy grabbed me. He pulled me into a hug and I screamed and cried into his shoulder. I sank to the floor and Mitchy did with me. "It's my fault. It's all my fault" I cried. "Don't say that Maddie. He made his decision, he didn't want to live anymore and that was his choice. "I should have been their for him, and I wasn't" I cried. "You guys we're on a break. It's ok. All we have to do now is be their for him"
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We were waiting to hear from the doctor. It's been 3 hours. The doctor came out and we all stood up quickly. "So?" Mitchy asked. "I'm so so sorry. We couldn't save him" he said. My eyes widened, "no. He's not dead. He can't be" I said. Mitchy looked at me with tears in his eyes. He was really gone. "You guys can go see him" the doctor said. Mitchy and Sam went in first. After a couple minutes they came out, both crying. I went in, crying already. I sat beside him and held his hand. It was so cold. I looked at the stitched up gnashes on his arms. "Jordy" I cried a bit. I ran my fingers through his hair. "I love you. So so much. And I'll never stop loving you" I said. "Remember when we first met?. I remember like it was yesterday".

"Hey!" They all said and we smiled and said hi. We sat down across from them, me across from Jordan the guitarist and Cami, across from the singer, Mitchy. "It's so great to meet you guys! I love your music!" I said and they all smiled, especially Jordan. He was so cute, he had such a nice smile too. We all introduced each other. We talked for a little bit, I told them how I play and sing a lot of their songs on my guitar, and they were so happy.
-"I though you were so cute. Me and Cami won that stupid contest to meet the band. Little did I know I would meet the love of my life. Remember that time that we were singing in the studio;

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