Without You: Jordan Greenwald love story

Trust

Madeline's POV:
I got ready to go to Jordans. I did my hair and put on a black top and blue jeans

And headed out.
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I knocked on his door and he opened it. He was wearing a Rolling Stones t shirt and jeans

He's so fucking cute. We walked to the studio and Sam was just leaving as we walked in. He winked at Jordan and Jordan lightly punched his shoulder. We sat down and played for a little while
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I was showing him a few riffs that I made and I noticed him looking at the cuts on my wrist. I stopped playing and put my hand in my lap. "Maddie..." he started. "I know what your gonna say, but I'm going through some stuff right now and-" he cut me off but my showing me his wrist. He had cuts too. And burns in circles. Cigarette burns. "I stopped last year, when the band picked up, and life kinda looked like there was a purpose" he said. I didn't say anything. "If you wanna talk about what's going on, I'm always here" he said. "My parents. They divorced when I was really young, I was teased and bullied about it, and I was left with severe depression and anxiety. I told my mom about what was going on through my mind, but she said I was just trying to get attention. She made me feel like a burden, and she kicked me out when I was 14, and I stayed with Cami and her family until I was 18 and Me and Cami moved here to the city. Life kinda turned out ok, but I haven't seen or talked to my mom for 2 years" I explained. "I'm so sorry Maddie, I know how that is" he said. I indicated for him to go on and explain what happened to him. "My mom died when I was really young, and I was left with my dad" he started. I felt so bad. I grabbed his hand and he went on. "My dad was a real fucking ass. He abused me and I left home at 16 and started my career with the guys" he said. I'm really sorry about you mom, and your dad. Where is he now?" I asked. "God knows" he said. I leaned over and gave him a hug, and he hugged back. When we pulled a part, our eyes locked. He leaned in and gently kissed me. His lips were soft and sweet. It lasted for a few seconds. I smiled as our lips parted. He smiled too. "Wow," He said and i laughed a bit. We played some more songs and then he drove me back to my apartment. "Thanks. For today. It helps to talk sometimes" I explained. "Yeah. You won't tell Camila about any of this right? Mitchy is the only other person that knows about my dad" he said. "Of course I won't tell her. You can trust me" I said. "You can trust me too". I smiled and he kissed my cheek, "bye Maddie" he said. I went in my apartment and saw Cami sitting on the couch with her arms crossed giving me a look. "What?!" I asked smiling. "Your home late. And was that the handsome Jordan I saw?" She asked. "Maybe" I said blushing.