Payne pov :
Today I needed to break up with Sean . The guys have been telling me to for over a year now and I've decided I need to let go this part of my life . I was sitting the sleeping with sirens dressing room with jack Matty kellin Vic and tony .
I called Sean and told him he needed to get here as soon as possible cause we needed to talk. Security was going to bring him in . And take him out , we didn't want to cause more trouble than this already was going to be .
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waiting for him to get there was probably the most stressful thing i've ever had to do in my life. all of the guys are sitting around playing video games and drinking. it was crazy to thing that while i was in the largest state of fear i've ever been in other people were going on with their lives. i wasn't angry with the boys, it was just shocking to see how others live's keep going while it seems like yours is about to completely unravel.
Sean walked into the room with the security guards right behind him .
" baby I missed you so much !" He said running to me .
" what did you want to tell me beautiful?"
He said so sweetly .
I know what you're thinking , he does this every time we are in public .especially when I'm with the guys .
" Sean , I don't think our relationship is going to work anymore , you know why ." I said quietly .
" baby I'm sorry ." He began .
" you can't talk me out of this , the guys won't let you ."
I said softly.
He looked at me with hurtful eyes .
" can we talk in private ." He said gesturing to the hall .
I stood up and went out with him .
" this is bull shit Payne ! If we weren't here I would've beat the shit out of you . " he said in a hushed yet pissed tone .
" look , just please , you can do better , you said so your self , just get your stuff out and leave . I made this as simple as possible ." I said calmly .
" this is it ..." He trailed off .
" I'm sorry that we had to end this way Sean but you've changed , I wasn't like this and I've lost more people than you ." I said
i immediately regretted saying what i said, yes, it was true, but everyone copes with losses differently. was his way the right way? no. but i shouldn't have told him that how he felt was shitty because i'm not in his shoes.
He looked at me with pity eyes .
" I'm sorry Payne I realize that I would've never been a real man but I guess that I have to lose who I love to find that out ." He
Said pulling me close .
" it's the best for the both of us ." I said tearing up .
" I love you so much Payne never forget that ."
He said letting go .
" I love you too ."
A/n:
Hey guys , it's short but nice . I didn't want there to be a big fight between Sean and Payne so I made it's a sad ending of a large chapter of Payne's life
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