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2 months later .

As we continued on this this tour the party's became more frequent ,the nights got longer , and the awkwardness far much worse .

Me and Austin continued to have heated discussions every night .

That fact he avoided me at every time possible made it even worse . I would go out of my way to talk to him and make sure he was okay , but all I got was a simple shrug or more recently , a

' just calm your tits ' .

I was sick and tiered of it .

Other than that the tour have Been great . Every night I sang with Vic .

It made me truly happy . And I knew singing was my true passion .

Everyday I wrote more music .

Weather it's about my parents , life when I was in grade school, or my life now . My music was my dedication as of now .

Tonight was our last night in the states for the 1st leg of the tour . Then we get a week to go home and rest and then we start the European leg .

I'm excited because going to the UK is actually one of my favourite things .

But when we go , we are dropping Memphis from the line up so they can go start writing their new album and then we might have bring me the horizon , but that's just a possible idea .

Tonight we were opening up earlier so that way we can sell as much merch as possible before the show cause the band have their final meet and greet of this part of the tour .

Over 250 people are going to be there to meet their Heroes .

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I sat and watched all time low song their last song on stage and the crowd was already emotional .

" the neighbours said she moved away , funny how it rained all day . Didn't this much of it then but it's starting to all make sense .." I sang along with Alex .

" I guess I'll go home now ."

The crowd erupted in cheers .

" thank you so much guys and see you soon !" They said running off stage .

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" thank you all for such a great tour . Can't wait to see y'all soon " Vic said walking of stage .

That was the end of this part . And it only felt like a week when really it was about 3 months .

" great job guys ! " I said as we walked to the meet and greet .

" well I'm going to set up for the party with the other bands so see y'all in a bit ." I said running to the busses .

When I arrived to the busses the other bands were already setting up . I ran over to kellin and justin to help them arrange the drinks .

" hey guys , great job tonight . " I said putting up cups .

" thanks Payne." Justin said

" Payne ! It's your turn to pick the music ." Alan said from the. Computer hooked up to some amps . I ran over and got onto you tube .

" I've set up a whole nights worth of music . " I smiled devilishly.

" oh great ." Alan said jokingly .

I clicked the playlist and hit shuffle .

The 1st song to come on was ' chop suey , system of a down '

Alan laughed and hugged me .

" I'll catch you later." Alan said walking away .

I saw Austin walk over to the food and sit next to it eating a bowl of chips . I sighed . I was only gonna try one more time .

" Austin " I said and he looked up .

" can we please talk ." I asked .

" what's there to talk about ."

He said glumed

" you know what ." He rolled his eyes and walked away .

" okay so we're doing this ." I said following him towards the back entrance .

" Austin can't we just talk ?"

" no cause I don't care ."

" Austin I'm trying to fucking talk to you ! " I yelled at him as he walked away .

" well I can't talk to you, don't you get it ?" He yelled back . I walked up to I was chest to chest with him .

" why ? You've blown me off this whole tour and I can't take it anymore ! If you didn't want to be my friend then why didn't you just -"

I was cut off by him grabbing my face and kissing me passionately . We stoped and looked into reached others eyes . I continued I look into his eyes as I heard a bottle being dropped .

My head snapped in the direction of the sound so see Dave walking away from a bottle of champagne and roses .

" Dave !" I yelled chasing after him .

Austin's :

I couldn't take it anymore . Her being her , ansd me not being able to have her ad mine .

" Austin I'm trying to fucking talk to you ! " she yelled at me as I walked away .

" well I can't talk to you don't you get it ?" I yelled back . She walked up to Me and was chest to chest with me .

" why ? You've blown me off this whole tour and I can't take it anymore ! If you didn't want to be my friend then why didn't you just -"

She continued to yell but I cut her off by kissing her passionately.

I stoped kissing her as I heard a bottle being dropped I turned to see Dave walking away from us with a bottle of champagne and roses on the ground . She looked back at me and then ran after Dave . " Dave come back !" She yelled chasing after him .

She left me ?

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