Her

Chapter 19

Demi's POV

"Can you forgive me ?" she looked inside my eyes and took both of my hands on hers.

I didn't know what to say, a few seconds ago I wanted to punch her in the face, but now looking how fragile she is I want to hug and protect her.

I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out. I couldn't look at her, her eye-lobe were showing hope, but I know that will disappear in a few minutes.

I can't forgive her, I've never trust in someone so fast in my whole life and this happen. What if I forgive her and after a get a heartbreak again?

"I beg you to say something, Demi" she said with tears streaming down her flawless face.

I had a urge to pass my finger tip under her eyes, to make her tears go away.

"I don't know what to say, I want to forgive you, but...but" I say not finishing my sentence, I was clearly lying I knew it what to say, but I couldn't say it out loud.

"You're lying" She said almost reading my mind

"Demi, no matter what you say I-I'll always lo-want you" She said stuttering.

I didn't realize we were holding hands until she let it go, my hands started to feel cold again.

I took a deep breath and say it with all my power

"Sorry, I don't forgive you. Sorry"

She was speechless, and clearly looking away because of the tears. She didn't want me to face her like this.

"It's because of him ? Wilmer." She asked nervous and still looking away.

"No" I said

"It's all my fault, I'm a idiot. I could die.." I didn't let her finish this sentence

"Don't say.Please don't say this" I said taking her face in my hands and making her looking at me.

"Why ?" Her green orbs meet mine as tears were streaming uncontrollable down her face

"Because I care about you" I said hugging her.

"You don't realize what I'm doing,but later you will understand" I whispered in her ear as she was sniffing on my shoulder.

We stayed some minutes like this, until she spoke getting out of my embrace

"Make me one less wish ?"

I nodded, I couldn't spoke as I was crying too.

She looked at the horizon for some minutes, thinking.

" I need one last kiss" she said, but when I looked at her eyes, something about them were different, they showed so much desire and lust.

"Yes" I said almost in inaudible

"Thank you for the most amazing weeks of my life and for showing how to love someone again" She whispered in my ear as she took me by the waist.

From a second to other I felt our breath become one and her soft lips connect to mine, for a moment I didn't realize it was real I was still in shock because of her words, but as soon I correspond her, making our lips move in a perfect synchrony. As soon as she asked for entrance I felt a salty taste clearly it was tears but I didn't know if it was mine or hers.

We pulled away when both of us were craving for oxygen.

She gave me a small smile and walked away.

I sit on the bench putting both of my hands on my forehead and for a moment I realized the truth, the whole truth...

I've lost the love of my life.

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