Defending Herself

Chapter 7

Of course it was that douchebag.

It's just my luck.

I walked right up to his face and said "your the one that fucking ran into me so shut the fuck up."

"Feisty aren't we" he said with a smirk.

I pinned him right against the wall and said "listen I'm not in the mood to listen to your fucking shit so leave me alone or I will beat the shit out of you."

I let go of him and said "have a nice day."

And he just stood there speechless. Then he just scoffed and left but I heard her say "no one ever does that to me."

I laughed at that. I took down the bad boy. Then I went back to reality.

I ran straight to the bathroom and locked myself in the stall and took something out of my pocket.

My old friend.

The razor.

I cried and started to put the razor into my skin. I was clean for about a month but I couldn't take my urge for it anymore. My best friend just abandoned me for someone he only talked to for 5 seconds

I kept cutting and I couldn't stop until I realized I made 5 cuts. I decided to stop since I was actually impressed with what I just did a couple minutes ago. I stood up to the 'New Bad Boy'.

And it felt good pinning him up to that wall. Usually people would think it's the other way around but NOPE.

But I'm still pissed off at Cam. I thought he was my friend. I fought off the urge to cry and cleaned myself up and my cuts and put on a hoodie overtop so you couldn't see them.

I made sure I looked decent before I left for first period. I made sure to get my stuff after I stormed out of homeroom so I wouldn't run into Cameron.

I'm sure his new group will show him around. I walked into first period and sat up in the front so I wouldn't be by Cameron. I looked around and there I see another person I didn't want to see.

Matthew. Why is my luck so bad.
I saw him staring at me and I fake smiled and turned around to the front.

But I felt someone else staring at me.
I turned around and saw Cam staring at me too.

I flipped him off and looked to the front where I see the teacher walk in.

Then I felt someone sit in the seat beside me. And surprise surprise it was Matthew.

"What are you doing" I said keeping my anger inside of me.

"Sitting what does it look like" he said in a smart ass tone.

"I mean why are you sitting by me dumbass" I said with gritted teeth.

"Because I felt like it babe."

"You did not just call me babe" I snapped.

"Oh but I did" he whispered in my ear with a smirk.

"Look I know your new here so let me set something straight. First off you don't call me babe. You think your so bad and can get any girl you want. Well guess what? You can never have me no matter how much you try. So how's your bad boy reputation now? Not so good since I'm the one that pinned you against the wall" I said with a smirk.

He stared at me with wide eyes and I smiled and turned my head towards the board.

I heard him mutter "She'll love me sooner or later."

In his dreams. I'm a very stubborn person my whole life. But since I lost my parents I usually don't let anyone into my life.

I learned that the people in this world can be cruel and you don't let anyone push you around. And that's exactly how I'm gonna live.

Sadly I let one person into my life and he completely turned on me.

*skipping to end of the day*

I haven't talked to Cameron all day. He's probably with his new clique.

I rushed over to my locker and got my stuff before Cam could come and talk to me. I ran out of school to see my other friends. I do have some friends other than Cam, I just don't talk to them as much.

"Hey" they all said in unison.

"Hey" I said to Amy, Lindy, and Seirra.

"You need a ride?" Amy asked.

"No I'm good I'm just gonna walk" I say with a small smile.

"Okay well call us if you need anything" Lindy said with a reassuring smile.

"Haha okay I'll see you tomorrow."

"Bye" they all said in unison while I walked away.

I was walking when I heard a car honk at me. I ignored it because it was probably Cameron and I didn't want to hear his crap.

The person honked at me again and I turned around. The person rolled down their window.

"Hey babe you need a ride?"

no no no no no.

Not Matt!

"No thanks I don't ride with douchebags" I say and start to walk away.

"Please" he says with puppy dog eyes.

I roll my eyes and say "whatever I don't want my legs to freeze off out here anyways" while getting into his car.

What have I gotten myself into?