Gray X reader

ch. 10

H/l = hair length
H/c = hair color

I got back into my room in my drunken daze and laid down on my bed.

"What happened?" I asked myself, covering my face with my hands.

I could still feel Grays cold but soft lips on mine and I replayed the whole scenario.

"Why did I do that?" I groaned.

I went under my covers and let the alcohol slowly take me to sleep.

--a few hours later at 4:30 am--

I woke up with a startle. It felt like I was being watched. I slowly took my knife from under my pillow and gripped it with all my might. I then felt my bed get weighed down by another body next to me.

I whipped the blanket off of me and put my knife to the intruders neck. My eyes fully adjusted to the darkness and I saw that it was Gray.

"What are you doing?" I whisper yelled at him.

"I don't want to be alone right now." He admitted in a hushed tone.

I slowly took my knife away from his neck and sat up.

"What do you mean? What's wrong?" I asked, My voice full of concern.

---GRAYS POV---

On the roof, a few hours before Gray went into your room

I was laying on the roof, playing with my maker magic. I couldn't get her out of my mind. The only thing I kept on making was her out of ice.

The way her smile formed when she got happy and how her eyes lit up. The way her (h/l) (h/c) blew in the wind.

Whenever I realized I made her, I broke it and started to make something else. But it always turned into her.

"Cant sleep either?" I heard a voice ask me.

I stood up, letting the ice sculptor of Y/N to fall and break. I got ready to fight. Soon I realized it was Y/N.

"Yeah. A lot on my mind." I lied.

Soon we ended up laying on the roof next to each other talking about our past. After I told her of mine, she got up and got a bottle of rum. We talked and We drank until there was nothing left of the alcohol.

Soon we somehow ended up taking about kissing. I admitted to kissing natsu and Y/N started laughing. She tried to stand up and said something about telling Lucy, but fell on top of me.

I looked up at her, seeing the alcohol in her face.

'She looks so pretty' I thought.

My body did what it wanted to do since I first saw her. I pulled her in and kissed her gently on the lips.

She got up, not saying a word and went back to her room. Mumbling something on the way.

Once I knew she was gone I sat up and put my head in my hands.

"Stupid. Stupid stupid stupid." I said, gently hitting myself.

I laid back down and stared at the stars. Hours passed and I couldn't stand the silence any more. I got up and found myself in Y/N room.

"Y/N?" I called to her.

No answer. I laid down on her bed next to her. Suddenly, her blanket flew off of her and a knife went to my neck. After a little it looked like she recognized me.

"What are you doing?" She asked in an angry voice.

"I dont want to be alone right now." I found myself admitting.