One of a Kind// chris collins

Chapter Eleven

T o n i - Chapter eleven

I stand in front of the bathroom mirror and rub the bags under my eyes. It has been exactly three days and all I have gotten is hate from Christians fans.

They came back early next morning after I arrived. My mother informed me that she wouldn't be back for awhile longer since my grandparents on her side have gotten sick.

I still don't know why Christian wanted me to go home but than later on came home too. He hasn't spoken to me at all.

Kirsten came over and tried to cheer me up. It didn't help much and I went back to sleep like I have for the past few days. Now I'm fresh and clean with nowhere to go.

So I head downstairs and fall onto the couch. I turn the television on and stare at the colorful screen. Sponge bob was playing and I didn't even smile.

I hear my door bell ring and groan. I stand up and walk over to the door, opening it halfway. I look to see Christian standing there with flowers.

"Ca-can I come inside?" I nod my head and open the door more for him to come in. He stands by me as I close the door. I lean my head on it and take a deep breath.

I was nauseous and starving. I hadn't taken the time to fix anything to eat or even had the energy to grab a snack. I turn around and walk to the living room with him already sitting.

"We need to talk Toni." I rub my nose and nod my head. For some reason when he told me to go home I broke a little. I wanted him to want me. And it felt like he didn't want me at all.

And the fact that my dad's death date was yesterday. I didn't feel like moving or talking. Knowing he's dead because of me. And knowing Chris probably hates me for some odd known reason.

"I didn't mean for you to be so hurt over what I said to you in Oklahoma. I didn't think I would be coming home that night anyways. I'm sorry for hurting you. I didn't mean for that to happen." I sniff and nod my head. He stands up and wraps his arms around me. I nudge my head in the crook of his neck and sigh.

"You're forgiven. I don't know why I acted like that. I could of just left without making a big scene. I bet everyone is mad at you." He chuckles and I could feel his chest move.

"Kind of. Kirsten was he maddest. Brent didn't really like what I said though, kind of yelled at me." I nod and move closer to his warmth.

"When I went to the airport this girl made fun of me I guess. Saying that you guys finally kicked me out. I tried not to show the pain I was feeling. Now everyone blames me for shit I didn't do." I pause and wrap my arms around his torso. I didn't want to do this but maybe it was for best.

"Toni." I shake my head and breathe in his scent.

"I think we should stop being friends." He stiffens. "I'm only thinking about your fans here. They don't like me or us being friends. So I think we should make them happy and stop being friends." I look up and see his eyes all glossy.

"Haven't you heard of making yourself happy before you make anyone else happy?" I look at his chest and frown. "I'm happy being friends with you. I'm happy being around you, talking to you, cuddling with you. You make me happy. Please don't ruin that." I smile and let a tear escape. He wipes it and tilts my chin up so my eyes meet his.

"I love you Toni." I blush and watch as he leans in closer to me. My eyes widen as his close. His face gets closer and closer by every inch. And I couldn't help the smile playing on my lips as his finally touch mine.

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