• Levi •
I've wished for death too many times to count when I was a child. Too bad only my soul died, not my body.
Now that i'm older, I refuse to give up.I want answers.
Answers that my family can give me. A family that doesn't even know I exist...
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• Levi •
My sleep is interrupted by a loud bang. Disorientated I get up from the cold floor and look around. I'm surrounded by darkness and coldness like always. I try to get up but my body is still freshly cut from the lashes I recieved the night or day before.
"Something is happening" I hear my friend whisper. I named her Haru when I first started talking to her and I remember her crying with happiness. She got here before she knew her own name and Sir only calls us Doll.
I try to make my way to the wall that connects me with Haru, but it's a hard task to accomplish. After what feels like an eternity I feel the cold wall against my forehead and I turn around, resting my cut open back against the wall. The cold smooths the burn, and I feel my muscles relax a little bit. The pain got less over the years. Not because Sir was giving me less "punishment", but because my endurance got better. Not really in my favor, I liked fainting more then staying awake.
Footsteps are filling the halls and my heart starts beating louder and louder. I know what this means. It doesn't happen often, but when there are more than one or two footsteps in the hallway, someone is getting out, never to be seen again.
"No..." I hear Haru sob and I want to hold her hand. I never really cared about anyone before but Haru means everything to me. She is my light in the darkness, with a kind heart and a soft smoothing voice. She shouldn't be here and I would give my own life to get her out if I could.
The steps stop in front of my door and everything just stops. "They are here for me" I whisper in the small hole that lets me communicate with Haru. She starts crying, denying the inevitable.
My doors opens and 3 big man step inside. They are all wearing a sickening grin, a grin that tells me that this is it. My pain will end.
Two men step forward and I don't even bother defending myself. I hear Haru loudly crying now in the distance and I feel guilty for feeling happy. The men grab my arms and push me to the ground. The other man walks towards me and stops in between my legs, looking down at me. I recognize this man, the guard who always feeds me, looks at me with lust in his eyes and grins when he sees me in pain.
"We got an all-clear from Sir, little Doll. We get to do whatever we want before erasing you. I'm going to enjoy you and you will like it, like the little slut you are" he gets on his knees, spreading my legs and lean over me, resting one of his hands close to my head. His foul and warm breath is so close to my ear that it makes me want to vomit.
I immediately feel darkness surrounding my soul and my conscious is locking itself far away. I ignore the lingering hands, the grunts of approval and the rough hands holding me down. I feel the little clothes I had on my thin body being ripped away, barely registering the cold of the room on my now naked skin.
