Prologue

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prologue

Kendall's POV

They say to never run back to the thing that broke you.

Whether it be a boyfriend , girlfriend or even the death of a loved one.

But what if that "thing" was inside ? what if you had to carry that pain with you , every where you went.

What if you felt responsible for your little sisters murder ? I know what you're thinking , no I'm not the one who physically killed her .. but I could have prevented it from happening.

Depression is what it all trickled down to.

I was put on 4 different types of medications and they all failed me .

I've been to a therapist , but after a year in therapy , my psychiatrist said to me 'Maybe life doesn't fit everyone'.

And that's all it took.

I planned it throughly and came to my decision.

tie the knot & jump.

But that's the thing about suicide , no one ever thinks about the outcome.

Some people look at it as an escape , that's what I seen it as .

A way to get away from the guilt.

With all my precise planning , there's one outcome I failed to recognize .....

what if it doesn't kill me?

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