prologue
Kendall's POV
They say to never run back to the thing that broke you.
Whether it be a boyfriend , girlfriend or even the death of a loved one.
But what if that "thing" was inside ? what if you had to carry that pain with you , every where you went.
What if you felt responsible for your little sisters murder ? I know what you're thinking , no I'm not the one who physically killed her .. but I could have prevented it from happening.
Depression is what it all trickled down to.
I was put on 4 different types of medications and they all failed me .
I've been to a therapist , but after a year in therapy , my psychiatrist said to me 'Maybe life doesn't fit everyone'.
And that's all it took.
I planned it throughly and came to my decision.
tie the knot & jump.
But that's the thing about suicide , no one ever thinks about the outcome.
Some people look at it as an escape , that's what I seen it as .
A way to get away from the guilt.
With all my precise planning , there's one outcome I failed to recognize .....
what if it doesn't kill me?

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Never Ending Guilt
Teen Fiction"Never Ending Guilt" is about a 19 year old girl , Kendall Marie Rivera , who has had a rough past. She carries the guilt from her little sisters murder. She feels as if she could have prevented it , if only she would have answered the phone that Sa...