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Emotional Outburst

Jared and Misha opened up to each other the whole night with Leah's listening in the background. She didn't mind being the third wheel at all she actually enjoyed seeing 2 men sharing emotions. She actually found it quite sexy and attractive. They weren't crying that much as girls do, but they were a bit tearing up and fighting tears back that was for Leah's cue to comfort but it was mostly anger and self regret which Leah couldn't stand for one moment making them stop blaming themselves.

"Alright! Stop it! stop it right now!" Leah said standing up after a long time of not talking. "These break ups are  none of your fault! Misha, Your wife left you because you were busy with your job and that is out of your hands! You can't just leave everything just for her! That Job gives you money for your family! for your children's health! food and drinks for the table!! medicine for sickness! That job!! is your life and you owe it that much, so Vicky can go screw herself!!! She lost a great man and she will never have him again if she wanted him back!" Leah said in a firm but yet loving tone towards the blue eyes actor making him shoot a small shocked puppy eyes 

"Leah"  he wanted to started 

"No Misha. Don't speak" Leah went kneeling down in front of him placing a hand on his knee "you deserve better. Don't fret over a little bitch who thought she had a reason to want to divorce you. She's an idiot for letting an awesome man like you go" He looked at her with his Castiel head tilt with his signature puppy look before hugging her "Thank you Leah" he whispered in her neck holding her close. Jared smiled softly at that and looked down at his beer which he was now holding firmly in his hand. Leah and Misha eventually let go. 

"And sammybear" Leah turned and went in front of Jared holding a firm hold on his hands looking up at him almost tearing up herself "don't you dare say those words again! don't you dare! If I hear you say that you hate yourself over something your ex did... I swear I will physically smack you in your puppy dog face!" she was so stern but still care was so visual in her tone before she took in a ragged breath before sniffing and looking up at him "Babe. You are so perfect in every way. You are so thoughtful, kind, caring, selfless... you help people without knowing, you don't see the reason you have all those fans running after you! You're their hero. You're everyones hero as you were mine" Her voice broke causing Jared to kneel down to be close to her "I can't stand hearing you blaming yourself over the fucked up thing Gen did...Know I loved her! but now...I only see her as the demon she truly was in the show...which is also true in reality. She messed up with the wrong guy. She fucked the wrong person!! You don't know how much it hurts seeing the man you grew caring for blaming himself for when the divorce is not even his fault.... It was hers! If she hadn't been fucking around, she wouldn't have lost such a beautiful and flawless man and incredible father!" She spoken through so much emotional eyes that Jared couldn't not pull her in his arms and cradle her dumb founded by the fact of how this is effecting her.

"baby" Jared whispered "trust me...I am so grateful she fucked another guy because now...I have such a caring, loving and incredibly selfless girl now. The only thing I cared about is that she took the kids that's all babe" he spoken in a soft and hushed moment cupping her face with so much tender and care 

"but you said that you blame yourself for the divorce" she hushed in reply "It was the heat of the moment. I'm sorry for triggering you, bunny. I didn't mean it" he whispered softly stroking her head now. "come'ere" he said his voice more lower than a whisper kissing her forehead and pulling her back on his lap on his couch and holding her close to him as though she's his child baby that could hurt if it fell right off his hands. Through all this time Misha kept quiet and still, seeing and feeling the love these two have... he thought that he will never find love like that again. He misses his wife but he is never gonna get her back. "And to think we thought that we knew everything about our wives" Misha said in a soft humourless chuckle. "Yeah. Apparently we didn't know our wives at all" Jared said with a haste look in his eyes before putting his beer bottle up to his lips and taking a swig of it "no we did not!" Misha repeated before he took another sip of his beer just the same. "Didn't you guys call Jensen?" Leah asked with a frown. 

"oh" Jared said absentmindedly "shit! I forgot! we'll tell him tomorrow on set!" Jared digressed. Leah frowned "alright? you're still going to set through all this?" she asked concerned 

"Of course! It's not like we're sick Leah. We can handle these things" Misha said professionally 

"right. Sorry. But..It's hard you know?.. you sure you guys don't need some few days?" 

"we're sure bunny. don't worry. Especially for me. I for one have the girl I wanted" Jared smiled kissing her temple softly. She cleared her throat and gave him a "not know" look. Jared looked over at a pouty faced Misha "OH! I'm sorry Misha. I'm so sorry. I'm just so caught. I..I'm sorry that was a dick move" "no. No it's alright" Misha shrugged it off. 

A few seconds of silence commenced  before Misha said "It's 10:30, can we call it a night guys?" Leah sighed "yeah I guess" She didn't want to Leave Jared alone actually. "bye babe" she softly kissed him putting a piece of her hair behind her ear. "bye bunny" he spoken softly. Misha stopped and sighed before offering "Jared,wanna come live me and Leah?" Jared and Leah looked over at Misha, Leah's face brightening by the second "If that's ok with you, Meesh" Jared said "wouldn't I have asked if It wasn't?" Misha replied with a soft crooked smile. Leah grinned at everything that has been going on. "I'll go pack some stuff" Jared said leaving after pecking a kiss on Leah's head. Misha and Leah watched him disappearing to another room before Leah went up to Misha and whispered "Thank you so much Misha" "I knew you couldn't be away from him and also I kinda need a man in the house too so, we're even" he smirked softly at her making her chuckle "well I can't thank you enough Misha. I owe you" "no you don't" he pulled her in a hug and rested his lips on her head just holding her close to him.