who knew?

Another attack.

As soon as Jared arrived home from his meeting with Gen, he saw the most beautiful scenery he could've ever encountered. Leah was cooking some breakfast for his kids and herself for sure. Jared smiled at the amazing view of his family and spoke up "hey guys! Didn't hear your daddy coming in?"

"DADDY!!!" the kids cried out with a huge smile before they ran up to him and hugged him with Odette wobbling over to him as well leaving Jared grinning so brightly at it before he lifted all of his kids up and gave them a kiss each on their heads. Leah just grinned at her partner and his kids. It was so adorable. "hey Sammy bear" she smirked at him. His eyes caught hers leaving him smirking just the same as her. "hey bunny" he teased before he let go of his kids and walked towards her pressing a kiss against her lips and pressing her body against his enjoying the sentiment of it.

She hummed into it and giggled before they let go. He took a look at the cooking food. "Oohh.. Pancakes and bacon Huh?"
"yep! I never tried them, so thought I could try and cooking them today"
"you... Never tried pancakes and bacon?"
"nope!"
"boy you missed out!" he chuckled before pressing another kiss to her "need some help?"
"well... You could decorate the table, if you like"
"sure." he obliged before he went over to the cutlery and placed it on the table. After a few minutes, the food was done and they all had their breakfast together.

Hours passed

Leah was trying to sleep while Jared is watching a game on TV when The door bell rang. Jared sighed knowing who it was. "kids! Mummy's here!" Jared exclaimed. The 2 boys and 1 girl skidded up to their father and hugged him goodbye before Jared opened up the door and found Gen behind it. The kids went up to her and went in the Car. Jared and Genevieve shared a small conversation about the pregnancy but all is fair being careful that Leah is not in ear sight and neither are the kids.

The second Gen left, Jared sighed in relief before he went up to his room with Leah and what he saw caught him off guard and running over to her. "baby?" he asked concerned as he heard her having graspy breaths. She couldn't stop. All she could do was keep on trying to breath. "sshhh" Jared tried soothing scooping her up and laying on top of the bed laying her on top of him. "that's right deep breaths" He cooed rubbing gently imaginary lines and shapes on her back and breathing gently against her temples sending warm breaths down her spine. "that's it. It's gonna be ok. Everything is going to be OK" he continued to calm her down. Leah's hyperventilation stopped but then a bowl of sobs came their way as she clutched a fist around his Shirt.

"i'm sorry" she cried hard through his shirt. He sighed and closed his eyes as he replied gently with a "you have nothing to apologise for" Leah continued to cry softly. She felt to heavy... She didn't know how to live anymore. "my anxiety got the best of me" Leah whimpered "it always happens...  When I used to be just a fan I used to watch supernatural for help. I'm sorry Jare, I don't want to be a burden" Jared squeezed her as close to him as possible "you're not a burden, Leah. Don't ever think that. You're special. And beautiful and insanely talented. You're loved, by everyone; by Jensen, by Misha, my kids...  By me...  I love you so much Leah. Please don't leave me. Please don't. Don't make any stupid or rash decisions. Talk to me. Talk to anyone. Anyone is here to help"

Leah scoffed a breath with closer eyes as she cuddled more into Jareds lean yet firm toned body squeezing her eyes close to stop her from Crying again before she looked up at him. "why am I so lucky to have you? I don't deserve a guy like you". Jared smiled softly at that before kissing her head and saying "I think the question is: why am I so lucky to have you. And it's me who don't deserve a girl like you" Leah softly smiled before cupping his cheeks and kissing him as gentle as possible. It was amazing what this man could do to her. He could change her darkest world into heaven for her, whenever she was down, Jared was always there to pick her up, he was there for her everytime she needed and Leah never felt so truly blessed "I love you" she whispered before pressing her lips against his.

Jared smirked into the kiss before he took out his hand and placed it on the back of her neck pressing her more into his kiss. "I love you more" Jared whispered in reply before he pulled away and just wrapped his arm around her and just cuddled her. They stood in each others embrace before Jared spoke up "Leah. Just to let you know. I meant what I said...  When you feel like you wanna talk, talk to me. Talk to anyone. I saw how close you got with Misha. Maybe you can talk to him too. It can not be me. I understand. But please.. Talk to someone."

"I will.. Thanks padamoose" she softly smiled before kissing his cheek and cuddling again against his chest. Letting them enjoy their warmth against each other.  "wanna make a barbeque tonight? I can call Jensen to bring Daneel and the kids to meet up with you and Misha to bring Sabaa and his kids too" Jared suggested. Leah's face brightened which spoke for itself "of course! It's gonna be amazing! Call Jensen. I'll call Misha and Sabaa. Split up!!" Jared laughed hard at her change of character. He loved this version of her. Leah jumped off the bed and Jared slid out of it before they took out their phone and called Jensen and Misha.

It's gonna be an amazing night.