who knew?

Trying.

Panting and grasping for breaths were released as Leah and Jared were done trying to make a baby. Leah was all nested into Jared's side with a big broadened smile plastered on her face matching Jared's too. 
"I love you" Jared breathed out before kissing her head. Leah chuckled and kissed his chest snuggling more into his arms and whispering "I love you too" she smiled softly. He played with her hair before he gave her a kiss on her sweaty brow. 

"what do you think? You think I'm fertilised?" she asked 
"well those orgasms weren't fake" he cockily smirked at her making her chuckle "well thank god!" she said with a smirk before she crossed her legs over him and was on top of him. She pulled a strap of her hair behind her ear, Jared just softly stroked her cheek with the back of his ring finger, with her shooting him a soft smile. "So, tell me this... you're a Deans girl. but yet... you're dating Sam... tell me the irony of that" he said with a joking smirk. 

Leah chuckled and grinned "well... I relate to Dean more. He's a foodie, he eats junk, he loves cars, he loves 80's rock.  So, that's why I'm a Dean girl BUT... I love Sams Kindness.. I love his compassion for things, I love his smarts. I love his caring side and empathetic character. I love them both, I'm a Dean girl cause I relate to him not because I love him more than Sam" 
Jared listened carefully before he smiled "you always know what to say" Jared said before kissing her head.
Leah giggled and nuzzled more into his embrace. "You know? I have a question too"
"Shoot!" Jared said blandly with a smile
"I mean.. don't get me wrong. I really appreciate it.. but.. there are lots of original characters and fans with creative minds, writing fanfics, drawing, roleplaying but.... why did you guys pick mine?" Jared hissed in a breath before biting his lips
"I honestly don't know.. it's just... I don't know.. In my opinion, Your character is quite original and it was linked to the story line. You tried not to change the characters, you tried not to godmod and we really liked it. The character is interesting the plot twists in your biography are just outstanding, we didn't see them coming.. Now, being Sams twin was a bit of a tough call because the show never brought 2 babies.. but somehow.. you made it work by putting her in an adoption centre straight after the hospital. and that's pretty much of a quick settlement. I love Kayla. She's badass, she's awesome, she's sassy like Sam, Sarcastic like Dean, caring like Sam.. She's a good combination of the Winchesters and it brought out the entire character whole. It was just a very well planned out character. It was loved."
Leah couldn't hold back the smile. She truly loved Jared even more now. "is that so?" Leah asked with her soft dainty voice.
"Hells yeah!! Kayla is gonna be a fan favourite. I'm sure of it" Jared reassured. 
Leah laughed "I don't think it would go that far but.. Thanks." she said with a smile now. Jared rubbed her arm up and down before pressing another kiss on her forehead and rested his cheek on her head.

"Jared... One more question... what should we do if I get pregnant?" She asked softly with a small frown. Jared puffed and bit his lip in thought before he said "well..maybe we can ask for Kayla to leave for a while.... Maybe she's trying to think and get her mind off what's going on with her life... not killed... Or!! Maybe... Cas can get her pregnant?" 
"I think I like the Kayla gets pregnant by Cas but.. don't you think it's going to cause a loss for Kayla too once the baby gets born? I mean, she will be burying a nephlim"
"yeah well, Kayla is half witch right?... Maybe the ritual will be more painful but less lethal. Don't worry we can worry about that when you're actually pregnant, baby girl."
Leah chuckled and shook her head "Yeah, I'm sorry. I just think a lot." Jared lowly laughed down at her before he kissed her face. "we'll be fine. Let's just relax and see what's ahead of us" he said before kissing her forehead again making Leah hum in contentment..

~~~~~~~

Months passed and still no baby. They just thought they should stop trying.. maybe it's not what they needed to do for now. 
It was a day off of set for everyone, and Leah just wanted to stay a day in the house.
"Babe! What do you think of this for a day with the guys?" Jared came into the bedroom where Leah was on her laptop reading. She looked up seeing him with an uncertain look on his face gesturing to the clothes. 
Leah looked over at him with pursed lips squinting at him before she put the laptop down, crawled to the edge of the bed where he was, and stripped off his clothes and smirked "All better" she said through a cocky grin. Jared laughed "Very funny!" he said before pressing his lips against hers.
Leah giggled "You're looking great baby. Although I would prefer you in this attire" she smirked at him swishing her finger to his naked body while he was only in his boxers causing him to cockily smirk back in response and putting on his pants first followed by his shirt.
"you covered up a master piece" Leah bluntly with a shocked look in her eyes. Jared laughed gently touching her face with his finger tips and giving her one kiss.
"The guys are gonna be here soon with their girls." Jared said still not moving away and being not being apart from her. Leah nodded rubbing her lips together "Yeah. You have fun and Don't drink too much? please?" she asked in beg
Jared smirked "you always did care for me. I promise, I won't drink. besides I don't drink in brunches." 
"well that is true." Leah said nodding slowly "I'm sorry. You know how I am, Jare"
"I know. And it's cute!" he said slowly sliding his hand down from her cheek to the back of her neck bringing her closer pecking his kiss again.

A knock was heard from downstairs from their bedroom. "They're here! I'll let the girls in, I'll tell them to come up here?" Jared asked 
"no no! It's alright. Tell them I'll be coming down soon, I just gotta change into shorts and a top rather than being in my Jammies." She said cutely. Jared smirked seductively before he said
"Or maybe" he stripped her down and was only in her bra and thong "Much better" he said with a smirk. Leah laughed and shook her head before she kissed her lips.

KNOCK.KNOCK.KNOCK

"Someone's impatient. Must be Jensen" Leah smirked "have fun babe" she said pressing a kiss on his lips. "Bye babe" he gave her one last kiss himself and left downstairs revealing 2 men and 2 women.
"Hey guys!" Jared said "Sabaa, Daneel! Hi! Um, Leah is upstairs. She'll be down in a minute."
"oh ok! No Problem" Daneel said smiling going in being followed by Sabaa. "would you mind if I use your bathroom?" Daneel asked.
"Yes of course. You know where it is." 
"Thanks. Bye sweetie" Daneel said pressing her lips against Jensen's "have fun" 
"Enjoy yourself. Don't get drunk!" Sabaa said pressing a hand on Misha's chest "I'll be fine baby" Misha said kissing her himself. 
The men made a signal to go and said their last goodbyes before leaving. "Alright! I'mma make a run for the bathroom" Daneel said running in and leaving Sabaa awkwardly alone. Leah, came downstairs and greeted her.
"Hey honey!" 
"Leah! Hi!" they hugged it out 
"where's Daneel?"
"Bathroom!"
"Oh! Ok! What do you guys wanna do?" 
"How about we catch up over a bottle of wine?" Sabaa suggested. "I would love that" A flushing was heard before, the water valve was being opening and closing indicating that Daneel was coming out.
"Hi Leah!" Daneel said grabbing the blonde in her arms for a hug. "hi" Leah couldn't still stop fangirling over Daneel. The woman is a goddess. The redhead and the blonde let go of the hug "Um, speaking of catching up um... I need to talk to you guys about something" 
"what is it sweetie?" Daneel said concerned.
"Um.. me and Jared are trying for a baby and well... I'm not pregnant. I can't seem to get pregnant"
"oh my god" Sabaa mumbled softly
"Oh.. well, honey. How long have you been trying?" Daneel asked since she had more experience. 
"Um... like.. almost 6 months.." Leah said worriedly
"Honey. Not every time you try can succeeds. Just give it time.. the right time will come" Daneel said softly at her. Leah sighed and nodded "you're right! I'm sorry! I knew I shouldn't thought of it as a big deal! Alright!! I'll get the booze!"
"I'll get the snacks!" Sabaa chimed before rushing to the kitchen
"I'll call take out!!" Daneel exclaimed before going over to the telephone.


WITH THE BOYS
 

JARED'S POV

"Jare...Jare... JARED!!" Jensen's voice caught me out of guard. I cleared my throat "uh yeah?" Jensen cocked an eyebrow at me"you ok man?"
"Yeah I'm fine" I lied. But it wasn't worth it, the guys know me too well. 
"Dude is this a game you play? 'see who believes my crappy lies?' what's going on?" Jensen asked with worry plastered on his face holding up a beer. I sighed and clenched my jaw.. 
"nothing it's just." I paused "I don't know how to put the words in exactly but.. me and Leah are trying to get pregnant"
"Already?.. isn't it too soon?" Jensen asked.
"Jensen. I'm in my 40's... Leah's still in her 20's.. there's a huge age difference and I.. I really want at least one of our kids soon enough but... nothing is happening. I'm getting scared that we are not able to bring a child and I know Leah wants it. She was hesitant but now she's really into it. I don't want to be cause to put her hopes down" 

I see Jensen and Misha's face getting serious "I'm sorry man." Jensen said. Misha just gave a sympathetic look towards me too. "yeah we'll still support you no matter what. Did you try to go to a doctor?" Misha asked
"No, not yet. I can try to suggest her that. I just don't know what else to do. I mean.. I mean after Gen.. I just.. I love Leah and I want her to have a family with me and she does too. and I'm not getting any younger here. Do you think we should break up? maybe she'll find someone her age?"
"What?!" Jensen and Misha snapped together with a scorn
"Are you crazy?!?! No!!" Jensen exclaimed with a grimace.
"If you love her, the age difference wouldn't effect you!" Misha said a bit in a tone in his voice.
"Come on Jare! You're just panicking over nothing. Just...Keep on trying... the time will come" Jensen said again with a more calmer tone. I clenched my jaw and sighed licking my bottom lip. Frustration conjuring me. I looked out the window and I see a jewellery store. I feel my heart swell at its glimpse before I actually got off my seat with Jensen's and Misha's  bickering for me and asking me where I was going, I ignored them and went over to the jewellery store.
I crossed the street and stopped at the window searching for any ring that might suit Leah's interest and I found the perfect one.
"Jared!! Jared!! Jared!!" I hear the other 2 catch up. "Jared! What is it? A...Are you gonna ask Leah to marry you?" Jensen asked in shock. I turned... "if it's the only thing I can obviously give her then yes." I say with complete determination. If I couldn't give Leah a baby then... At least I can give her marriage.