One Last Time {Josh Ramsay Fan Fiction}

Chapter 12

A FEW HOURS LATER

We just pulled up to our house in Toronto. It's frickin huge! I walk inside and I immediately go upstairs.

"Jessa your bedroom is the one at the end of the hallway on the right." My mom shouts. I walk in. Holy shit. Thid room is fucking huge! There's a double size bed in the middle, two night tables on either side, a vanity across the room, a walk in closet, and a desk. Wha-How did we even afford this place? My phone buzzes.

"Hello?"

"Hi babe." Josh.

"Hi Joshie,"

"I miss you so much Jess." I feel tears in my eyes. I hold them back.

"I miss you too Joshie... Fuck I miss everything about you." He slightly chuckles.

"What? Like my childishlessness-" I cut him off.

"Is that even a word?" I say with a slight laugh.

"It is now." I laugh. Frick I miss him.

"What's it like in your new house?"

"Its fricken huge. My bedroom is twice the size it was in Vanco-" I stop myself. I hear Josh sigh.

"How's everyone back home?" I say, desperately trying to change the subject.

"Same ever since you left 6 hours ago." I can see his smirk. Even though I'm not there, I know he's smiling.

"Ha ha smartass." He laughs. Then stops.

"Jess I miss you."

"I miss you too Joshie."

"Come back."

"I wish I could but I can't."

"If you do I'll-I'll runaway with you and we can do whatever we want. Whenever we want." I smile because that does sound nice.

"I wish I could do that Joshie..." He sighs.

"I know... I'm fucking stupid." I hear him mumble.

"No you're not Joshie, please don't say that about yourself."

"...I love you."

"I love you too Joshie."

"I want you to come back." Wow. He really misses me. I miss him too, but he's taking this pretty hard.

"Tell you what..." I start.

"What?"

"When I get back, not if, when I get back, we'll do everything that you wanna do. It doesn't matter what."

"Soo... We could make out for an hour?" I laugh.

"Yeah. Whatever you want or we can just chill and catch up with each other. Whichever you want."

"I like that idea... I just wish you'd come back... I miss your kisses." I smile.

"I miss your kisses too. And your warm hugs." He slightly laughs.

"I promise we'll see each other soon Joshie."

"Oh yeah we will. Even if I have to walk to Toronto, I'll see you soon." I laugh.

"This is why I love you so much."

"I love you because you're Perfect. In every way possible... I can't see myself Without You Jess." I feel tears roll down my cheeks.

"I love you so much-what the fuck?" I interrupt myself.

"What? What's happening?" I look out my window to see a brown haired, tall, boy looking at me. He looks as if he was trying to be cute. I scoff.

"Pervert." I say as I close my curtains.

"What? Jess I don't understand what's happening..."

"Ugh just this kid looking at me. Its no big deal."

"Okay... Well as much as this pains me to say... I have to go." I frown.

"Okay... Bye Joshie, love you."

"Love you too Jess, bye." He says before hanging up. I look around my room. Hmm it needs some colour, even though the walls were a nice purple, they looked blank. I dig through my stuff and begin to set up. Since I'm going to be here for awhile.

I literally JUST finished setting up my room and personalizing it. It looks pretty rad. I have a couple ATL posters and a bunch of pictures of me and Josh spread around the room. I look at my night table and sigh. There's a picture of me and Josh when we first met. I was kissing Josh's cheek and he was acting surprised. It was my favorite picture of us to be honest. It's cute. I look around. I lay on my bed and plug in my headphones. Me and Josh recorded Good To You on each other's phones so if we needed to hear each others voices... We could. I play Good To You and I immediately hear Josh's angelic voice sing his part. I miss Josh.

JOSH'S POV

I have probably listened to Good To You about 100 times since Jess left. Yeah yeah I know, she's only been gone for six hours. But to me it feels like forever. I sit up. I get up and grab my coat. I go upstairs, good. No ones here, I sneak out the front door.Knowing that I will regret this later. But live in the moment right?

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I know I know, the chapters seem to be getting shorter and shorter, but if I was to write them as long as I actually want you guys would be reading forever. Sooo how was this chapter? I'm soo sorry if it sucked. I try to update as frequently as possible. OH yeah and WattPad was being annoying so I had to delete this book and rewrite it all. Thank GOD I had all the chapters in my notes on my phone otherwise I'd be screwed and you guys wouldn't be reading this story because I would've given up haha.

OKAY 4 stories you all should read.

1. The Other Side Of Tomorrow by @JillyBean_MT.

2. Hope For The Best, Expect The Worst by @Perfect__Porcelain.

3. You're My Dad? by @MrsRamsay.

4. Being Held Captive Isn't Always A Bad Thing by @NobodyWillBreakYou.

These are my 4 favorite books right now. The last three are Josh Ramsay/Trench fanfics, and the first one is about spies n stuff.

Soooo if you like Trench, read the last three.

Orrrr if you like spies n stuff, read the first one.

All of them are freaking amazing.