Slayin' With Shadow

I feel so tired and just done

The hook from Ryan Oakes - Bleed
Basically describes how I feel about my life and everyone in it

"I think I'm dying
They told me it gets better they were lying
These walls are closing in the pressures rising
I'm screaming but nobody hears the sirens
Nobody wanna save me from the world that I'm in
Everybody out here always looking see through
Skeletons up in my closet's all I speak to
Ya'll don't realize I can be weak too
Everybody needs to know that I can bleed too"

I'm just tired of all the bullshit and people putting me down.
My uncle just felt the need to remind me I fucked my life up.
Well geez thanks for your fucking input it's not like that fucking thought is imprinted in my fucking head because of how many times you say it to me.
My uncle needs to fucking sort out his life before saying shit to me.

Then he's like why do you always come downstairs late
Blah blah blah

Maybe it's because everyday when I fucking wake up I'm like what's the fucking point of anything
Maybe it's because I think I'm a pathetic waste of space
An idea put in my head by him and the rest of my family
(Apart from my siblings, legit I love them to bits)
Maybe I don't get out of bed because I think it's worth it anymore

Maybe it's fucking because everytime I go to bed I wish I would never wake up because I'm sick of being labeled as a fuck up
I'm sick of being compared to people.
I'm me
I will be who the fuck I wanna be
Not what you fucking want me to be.

Sorry
I just had to fucking vent
But hey that's what this book is for
I'm just done with all this bullshit

I feel like I'm done with life and everything
I don't know

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