Wrote this 6 years ago
Comment what you think of the words of 13 year old meI got pain in my words I'm tryna let'em free
It's real hard cuz no one feels it but me
Successful and liked that's all I wanna be
But they wanna see me fall that's all they wanna see
I wanna be the things I dreamed to be
But when the dream gets closer it seems to flee
I'm trapped behind my own bars
Can you set me free
So many doors I wanna open I just need the key
Yeah these lyrics are the realist I wrote these words the deepest I spoke
Every bar I'm spitting yeah
I'm wishing for some hope
Hope to get a push up this steep fucking slope
Even ur closest will stab u in the back
Wait for u to turn.then hate on you, fact
Even when the sky's blue everything seems so black
Lost in my thoughts need to find a way back
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