Y&I:8. The real her.

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Heeeeeey! May side story to.  Story ng kapatid ni Lisle. Si Charlize. Aaand sa next chappy ko na lang ilalagay yung part two nung isaaa.❤ For now, ito munaaaa!

Ri-an's POV

This life is too stressing. Sometimes i just want to be playing soccer like the old days.  Waaah. Too stressing! Full nanaman ang sched ko and im not... really feeling good today. I feel so tired today. Ill be having a photoshoot later with Yanyan este Cy este Cyan. Whutivir. Nagpadrive ako sa driver ko papunta sa destination ko. I noticed the pack of cigarettes. i remembered Charlize. "What am i gonna do with this bitch?"-me "It reduces stress and when your tired of crying just one stick. And its solved. Wag lang masyadong maging addict . k? Use it wisely bitch."-charlize "I dont need this. Im never gonna try this."-me "Keep it bitch. Maybe you'll need it someday or either later? I know your going through a lot pero im not a good at advising so i'll just help you reduce pain in this little ways."-charlize "This are not healthy! Babo. I wont use this."-me "Whatever bitch. but im serious take it. Just use it when needed. And then dont use too much . K? Just a bitchly advise for you."-charlize She is really crazy. Then we arrived at our destination. Pagpasok ko sa loob bumnugad agad sakin yung busy na crowd. But they stopped at their tracks when they saw me. I just smiled. Kahit pilit. What am i wearing? Nakashades and bathrobe. Actually may damit ako sa loob. But i just feel like wearing bathrobe. Mukha akong sophisticated. DONYA! When i went inside the dressing room and they scolded me for being late. Me being badtrip just shutted her up. Nalate kasi ako eh. They keep scolding me about things and that made me cover my ears. They are too annoying! After the retouches , finalizing , and dress up's lumabas na ako ng dressing room and pagkalabas na pagkalabas ko . Diretso na ako sumalang sa set. So im starting my photoshoot now. After a lot of poses and smiles nagbreak time na. Instead of eating i thought of that cigarettes and i might as well give it a try and im in the legal age naman e. 

Lumabas ako at pumunta sa garden and lighted up the stick. I know its bad for me but instead of crying too mcuh. I prefer this one. Malapit ng malighten yung stick ng may humablot nun then hinulog and inapakan. Gaahd. Cyan. My eyes widened. "You can cry naman eh. "cyan "W-what a-are you sa-aying?"-me "Stop pretending. Stressed ka? Pretty babe?"-cyan May bago nanaman siyang endearment sakin but its kinda cute. HAHAHAH. I like it. "Ugh. maybe."-me "Cry it out prettybabe .Andito lang ako."-cyan  And dahil sa sobrang masunurin ng luha ko they began to fall. "Ayan tahts the real you. the real audz is not a badgirl . Dont try to smoke to take away the stress again prettybabe ha? Just look for me and l'll be there no matter what."-cyan Too sweet but i cant just think of you at this moment. I recieved the text 'He is starting the chemo therapy. xoxo' . I hope he'll be fine. I cuddled into Cyan. Carlisle is in his chemo today and im not there for him. "Pretty babe. tama na lets eat muna ha? bago matapos ang break."-cyan Then hinila niya ako. 

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"Your not so bitch today prettybabe ha."cyan Then i smiled weakly. This is me. im weak. He kissed my forehead. "Can you tell me prettybabe why?"-cyan "Its nothing."-me I received a text again 'Arent you gonna witness his chemo? Arent you selfish?' I prevented the tears from falling down. She's right. Inuna ko pa ang iba kesa sa kanya. But my future relies on this. Dito kasi sa set namin. Ang daming rides. I dunno why. HAHAHAHA. Basta yun na yun. Everybody knows how i hate amusement parks. Bakit ba dito yung phtoshoot namin. "I know na ayaw mo dito kasi dito ako nakipagbreak sayo at dito lahat ng masasayang memories natin diba?"-cyan I looked around the place.This is the same place that we used to go to.  Oonga but infairness its still beautiful. The scenery is beautiful. "Maybe? I used to hate this kind of parks."-me "Its because of me diba? So babawi na lang ako sayo. I promise. You used to love this park sana mabalik ko pa."-cyan

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Two is gonna do? Ryt? Hahahaha. Kasama niya yung isang chapter na may part 2 nahindi ko pa nagagawa. 

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