Love & Lies

Same Bullshit

Tayja POV

Ever since I went to Rico house and stayed overnight he's be treating me like his girlfriend. Buying me shit, taking me out.

He's sweet and everything but I'm still skeptical because I don't know why he wants someone who got their virginity taken by they're father.

My mom and dad has been treating me worse. My dad has been raping me almost ever night now. I haven't told Rico though. My mom beats me up everyday after school and tells me too stay away from that thug.

She even took my phone because she doesn't think I need it because she says I'm a slut and I'm just texting that thug.

Whenever she took my phone Rico was generous enough to get me one. Which I'm thankful for.

Everyday that I keep going through this bullshit I just want to get up and walk away but I don't wanna be a burden to anyone.

Maybe I can get a job and save up some money to get a apartment.

So many different things has been happening lately and its getting worse. I'm getting sick of it, I'm getting maturer and I'm tired of my mama and daddy touching me.

Snapping me out of my thoughts my phone vibrated. It was a text from Rico

From: That Thug❤ Wanna hang out?

To: That Thug❤ Sorry I can't.

I've been avoiding Rico all weekend because my mama hit me and left the biggest bruise. Its healed but its ugly on my face. I've tried covering up but it takes so much makeup.

Rico probably wouldn't want me now. My phone vibrated again indicating that someone texted me.

From: That Thug❤ You okay?

To: That Thug❤ Of course, why wouldn't I be?

I sighed

From: That Thug❤ Stop lying, you normally love hanging out me. Your mama and daddy doing stuff to you again?

I started too cry I didn't know if I should tell him or not. Simone knew, but I wasn't sure if Simone would tell Rico or not.

I texted Rico back.

To: That Thug❤ No, I'm fine. I just don't feel good.

I lied straight through my teeth. I guessed he could've told because he didn't text back.

I was so sore and in a bad mood so I decided to take a nap.

*

When I woke up I felt even worse. I was hot and my lower area was hurting and burning.

I checked my phone and the time was 2:05. I had 30 missed calls from Rico and 2 from Simone which were newer.

I called her back then after I got off the phone with her I'd called Rico

"Why didn't you answer the phone the first time?" Simone asked.

"Well hello too you too" I said being sarcastic.

"Rico said he was calling you and you wouldn't answer the phone." she told me, "You mad at him?"

"No, I was sleeping"

"Ohh well call that nigga back, he calling and texting me" Simone said, "You might hate me, but I told him that your parents were back doing the same bullshit"

"I'm not mad, I was gonna tell him. I just wanted to wait."

"Sorry I told, I'm coming down there in five minutes" she told me.

"Its okay" I said before ending the call.

Now to call Rico.

"Hello" he answered on the third ring.

"Yeah?"

"Why didn't you answer the phone the other times?" Rico asked, "You mad at me?"

"No Rico, I was asleep. I didn't feel good."

"You know ima beat yo' ass right"

I scoffed, "I get enough of that around here"

"I didn't mean like that, I'd never hurt you" he said, "I meant because you lied about your parents"

"I just didn't wanna tell you. Although I told you what are you suppose to do?" I asked

"Take you up outta there" he answered.

"I wish, well I have to go. Simone is coming over" I told Rico

"I thought you didn't feel good?"

"I don't, bye Rico" I said hanging up.

I stood up barley able to walk but I made it too the living room. Just as I sat down their was a knock at the door.

'Damn' I cursed to myself.

"Its Simone" she yelled

Luckily the door was unlocked.

"Come in" I yelled back.

Simone walked over to me and sat down.

"Damn girl, you look like shit" Simone said

"I feel like shit too"

"Why you sweating?" Simone asked, "Its not hot. I think you need to go to the hospital."

I nodded. I do need to go too the hospital, but how?

I no longer felt like myself, everything started to turn black.