Words of a Poetess

01 Depression .1

Depression

Mask of laughing
Behind's crying
Im always trying
To still fighting

They always teasing
Like its nothing
They dont know my feeling
Im drowning

Footsteps that start walking
They start leaving
No one's caring
No one's protecting

My minds widing
Thinking such thing
Im scared of emptying
Im dying

Wide thinking
Reason why Im crying
I not talking
Im always humming

Should I still standing
Even no one thinking
What Im doing
When they didn't looking

They left me hanging
Staying —Waiting
Even no one's going
Im still hoping

No one's accepting
Yet they knowing
They took everything
Everything that Im keeping

Should my life met his ending?
My life is nothing
No one dared to trying
Im going

But I realized —changing
My life is starting
My friends are still staying
For me they dreaming

My life is enjoying
My life is just playing
God is just trying
I pass the depressing.

@Arsel_writes