It hurts when you realize that you would talk to someone you cared a lot for the most and suddenly, they just disappear into thin air. Knowing that they're not gonna talk to you because they despise you. It hurts to see them around and you wanna speak to them but you're just scared that they might ignore you or just give you an ugly look. You see them laughing with their friend's and you wanna learn how to be happy as them because they left you for someone better. And they probably deserved better because they were just so perfect that you're insecurities and your worries scared them away. You know you're happy when you're around a certain person or certain people but it doesn't feel the same way when you were with them. Just for a few minutes you felt complete and carefree. When the moment was over, you suddenly became numb or unhappy because those moments became memories. And since they left, you can't create new ones with them anymore. It hurts to know that you want to make other people feel included and happy because you know how it feels when you're chosen last and not being able to relate in some stuff with them.
