It's like you're screaming, and no one can hear
You almost feel ashamed
That someone could be that important
That without them, you feel like nothing..
No one will ever understand how much it hurts..
You feel hopeless; like nothing can save you
And when it's over, and it's gone
You almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back
So that you could have the good....
Prince's POV:
I walked into our 1 bedroom appartment, calling out Roc's name. I needed to appoligize for what I did... I cheated on him with some guy named Andrew.. and Andrew was one of Roc's friends too. so I feel even more terrible.. "Roc!" I screamed. but he didn't answer. "Roc, baby im sorry! I swear!" I screamed. I walked into the kitchen, then our room but he was nowhere to be found. i looked to my right and seen that the bathroom door was cracked open, and i rushed over to it. "Roc why didn't you answe- Oh my god!" I screamed as I ran over to the bathtub. Roc was underwater and the bathtub was full. he was fully clothed. I jumped into he bathtub, getting ontop of him and pulling on his shirt to sit him up. I ended up falling back and hitting my back on the tile wall and screamed. "ROC!" I yelled, pulling him up, and smacked him in the face. He opened his eyes and sat against the end of the tub, staring at me. I stared at him in disghust. but deep down inside of me, I was screaming and crying. what would I do if I would've lost him. "Why the fuck would you do that?" I asked lowly. he just sat there, in the warm water, staring at me. I looked over to the side, and seen that he had and empty beer can, and a brand new one. I took the new one, opened it up, and drank it. everything was rushing through my head so fast, that I couldn't even grasp it... 30 minutes past and I just sat in the bathtub, staring at the sink, trying to compose myself so I didn't break down crying. the whole time we were sitting here, I let out a few tears, but he just sat there staring at me. to think that I caused this, hurts me. and I sat there saying that it was dumb to try and kill his self over me, but if it was reversed, I would've done the same... I put my leg over the edge of the bathtub, and leaned against the wall that was behind me. the water was cold by now. I was still sitting on Roc's legs though. he was still sitting up just staring straight. its like he was looking through me. I focused on his face and seen he was crying. I went and layed ontop of him. I grabbed his face and kissed him. "I love you so fuckin much Jacob." he said, and started crying hard, gasping for air becuase of how much he was crying. "Im sorry Roc." I said, crying. iI felt so bad... "Why did you do it?" he asked. I cried harder. "You were never home... and I-I-he told me that if I wanted someone to finally show me love and affection then come to him... and you never called me or came home so I was always here alone... with nobody. Earlier I went to go and say "Hi." and check on you.. Andrew said you weren't there and he put a whole bunch of things into my head about how you were out cheating... im so sorry Roc." I cried. he grabbed my face and deeply kissed me. I layed my head in his chest and we just sat there in silence.
