lifesick ; homin

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yunho can't get the image of changmin's smile out of his mind. he keeps remembering how cute does the other fidgets, smiles, blushes. it was all too cute for yunho.

he hopes it's not a dream.

all of them, him meeting changmin in his second home, are just like dreams to yunho. never in his wildest imagination to have a friend to begin with at the hospital.

he suddenly feels tingling in his chest, he softly coughs before all of he could hear in that room that was filled with birds chirping and wind blowing was his own coughs.

he doesn't remember how many time he coughed but his eyes were teary. he was in a lot of pain, it was hurting his chest and throat.

he grabs a handkerchief not far from his bed and covers his mouth with it.

the sound of his coughs echo through his eardrums. he was pouring some tears from his eyes and slowly wishes he could stop coughing.

suddenly, all of it stopped, the sound of coughing stopped — the soft air breezing and the birds chirping stopped. or maybe only yunho felt like it was stopped,

as he saw dark red spots on his handkerchief he was using.

yunho let out a soft sigh, before covering his mouth with the back of his hands.

" ouch "

🌻♡⛅

" hey ! "

a soft voice welcomes him shortly after a few knocks on the door, making yunho slightly smile at the presence of the human-version-deer.

he was unexpectedly cheerful, his face was painted with a beautiful smile making yunho gives a sweet smile in return.

" you're here again, changmin-ssi ! " yunho waves at the other who was awkwardly walking to his bed.

changmin took his normal seat, on yunho's bed. his smile seems to never cease from his face.

" so what's the reason for this unusual occasion ? " yunho asks, closing the book he was reading.

" what do you mean ? " the human version deer looks at him, with the big round eyes that kind of reminds yunho of a cartoon character , Bambi.

yunho chuckles, before continues,

" you are unexpectedly cheerful, may i know the reason of this cheerfulness of yours ? " yunho was polite, not knowing why but he loves it when the other blushes by his words.

" no reasons. it's just knowing that i can come here anytime i want, slightly cherish my day. " changmin replies,

" oh if that so, changmin-ssi, " yunho smiles, locking eyes with the eyes that were avoiding his eye contact.

yunho bits his lower lips and licking onto them slightly as he saw the other flinches — everytime they make eye contact.

changmin opens his mouth, before pursing onto his lips. yunho can't help but shakes his head in disbelief.

the other was clearly wanted to say something but refused to even speak or make eye contact with yunho.

yunho can only afford to chuckle and looking down to his hands before the other can finally call out,

" h- hey, "

yunho turns his head promptly to meet the other's eyes.

" y-you don't have to call me changmin-ssi. you can just call me ch- urm anything you want, " changmin doesn't even know why he was blushing the whole time yunho stared at him.

" really ? anything i want ? " yunho smiles naughtily, more like smirking.

changmin nods, before slowly looking up to meet the other's eyes.

" how old are you, changmin ? "

" 30 years old, " changmin replies, eyes still meeting the other's.

yunho tried too hard to not bite his lips because he's done that too many times. he was kind of disappointed since the other was slightly younger than him.

" guess my age, then" yunho said with a smile, slightly grasping onto the younger's thigh.

changmin glances over the older's hand which was on his thigh before rolling his eyes up, meeting yunho's eyes.

he slightly purses his lips before answering,

" i don't know but it's kind of obvious that you're older than m- "

" do i look old, changmin-ssi ? " yunho chortled.

" well- no ! i mean you look more matured than me — geez how to put this together without hurting your feelings,"

changmin stutters while panicking, heaven knows why. he looks up, searching for yunho's eyes and finds out that the older was trying too hard to hold his laughter in.

" it's okay changmin-ssi, i'm not offended or anything " yunho softly chuckles, slightly messing with his disheveled hair.

changmin stares at yunho for a second before looking down again onto his sweaty hands.

" urm clearly you're so attractive to be younger than me. so i just think- you're- " changmin looks up to see how the other reacts.

he was speechless on how yunho smiles warmly before ruffling changmin's soft hair.

" yes i actually am older than you, but it's okay ! only by two years. so i hope you don't call me ahjussi or sir- "

" you're too hot to be called as ahjussi,"

obviously, it was unintended. changmin not supposed to think out loud but he did.

" pardon me ?" yunho chuckles again. he did hear that clearly.

" no- nothing. i was just mumbling something — it's not important so please don't min- mind me, " changmin was flustered, looking down promptly. cheeks and the tip of his nose were flushed red.

changmin's cute mistake earns a chuckle and a warm smile from the older.

" so what do i call you ? " yunho asks, still not moving his eyes away from changmin.

" urm i don't know, "

" can i call you changminnie, then ? " yunho asks again, there was slightly serious in his tone.

" su-sure ! i like that nickname ! " changmin clasps his hands together. what a cute name, he thought. well he's done his best to not act so excited.

" then, can i call you beautiful, too ?"

a/n ; cliffhanger ! well i've done this shit so many times.. also my precious babies, pls listen to shinhwa's new song - kiss me like that ! it's also 2 am in the morning and i have school tomorrow, sigh.