He's Growing Up A Fucked Up Human Being,
Why Is He Here ? What Does His Pain Mean ?
The World Is Hell , And When He Look Up To Heaven The Smile Of His Enemy Is Seen.
Mix Up Pain, Sadness, Fears.. & His Demons Will Feast Like Fein.
They Say That Boy Slow ,
But That Boy Is Moving Fast To Me.
There Is A Stunt In His Growth,
This Shxt Is Deeper Than Breathing In Chi.
Can't Really Get That Connection W. His Bitch ,
Thoughts To Himself Thinking It Was The Right Pic
Every Pretty Smile Doesn't Lead To A Mind That's Rich.
And Every Dog Can't Get Pussy That's Too Perfect.
So Misunderstood, He Can't Understand Either,
So Misunderstood, Afraid That If He Expose Himself , The World Will Drop Ether.
Plotting To Do Better, But His Surroundings Ain't Better ,
Wondering If He Makes It Out The Mud Will His Smile Become Cleaner.
Before Death He Hopes They View His Poetry Before The Body,
Before Death He Misses His Sisters And Mommy .
He Ain't Ever Thought Of Breeding Darkness, But That's All He's Been Through,
Swearing To See Light, But The Dark Pressure Is Meant To Be Cool.
All These Years He Finally Realizes That He Has Anxiety ,
No Fear In His Mind , But Through His DNA Is Something He Carries,
He Swear He's The Chosen One ,
But Now He Figures He's Only Chosen To Be Given No Mercy...
There's A Curse In The Air,
I Swear I Don't Want To Be Here.
All This Because Of My Mistakes ,
He Can't Even Drop A Tear...
Feeling That My Life Is At Stake ,
What You Know About Seeing Demons Before You Feel They're There.
Always Felt He Was Different,
Never Really Listens.
Too Emotional, But Momma Showed Tough Love ..
He Loves When His Girl Gives Soft Kisses .
Too Emotional, Never Had A Father Figure Felt His Father Was There But Distant
How Can He Trust When The House Hold Hurt Him ?
Used To Think : How Can He Lust When That Porn Addiction Own Him ?
He OverCame It , When They Didn't Believe Him ..
Body Slim , Head Trim.
But Now Back To His Chances Being Slim And His Confidence Trimmed.
He Feels All He Has Is His Girl ,
But Can She Speak To Me More ?
Talk To Him About Yourself More ?
How She Expect To Reach Me ?
He Usually Ain't Meant To Be Reached By Anybody Emotionally, That's Why He Keeps His Distance To Understand Himself.
He Knows Then He'll Be Happy.
Crystal Was His Baby First , But Why That Bitch Had To Play Me ?
Swear Tamar Had Love For Him, First Girl He Played But Karma Introduced Another Bitch To Bite Me.
Swear He Wouldn't Play Again , But A Few More Plays Til I Met Janet & She's Wifey.
Made A Few More Plays But Still I Know Janet Is The One Rightfully.
Before Death I Love My Relationship,
Before Death Can We Fix What Can Be Fixed.
Before Death I Accept The Cards I'm Dealt With,
Before Death I Accept Death ,
It Is What It Is .
Part 1.
