No Team

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You Always Have To Let Your Feelings Pass,
Feel The Emotions And You'll See They Don't Last.
Only When You Resist You'll Feel A Stronger Wrath,
I'm Still Not Over My Past.

I Loved You And Kept You Closest To My Heart,
I've Done My Best And I've Played My Part.
I Should've Known This Wasn't A Team Effort From The Start,
Because You Was Only Looking For A Man Your Father Couldn't Give On His Part.

But I Noticed When I Stayed Distant And A Little Careless You Pushed Up,
You Begged For More Attention , I Gave & You Backed Up.
Though You Looked Up To Me Because I Was Filled W. Light,
Motivating You & Creating That Spark Made You Fall In Love ....

You Are Special But I Was More Of The Prize,
I've Helped You Grow More Than You Realized.
Now That I'm Low You Give Up These Ties,
I Should've Known This Wasn't A Team Effort From The Start.

Now I Have To Get Back Up.
Show You Strength And That You Fucked Up.
My Demons Wish You Bad Luck
But My Heart Always Wants You To Be Happy But Realize That I Am The One.

Lessons Learned ...

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