Real Ja

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I Love You So Much That Words Can't Express,
I Swear When You Left Me I Felt Undressed.
Like When I Undress You When Were Close To Sex ,
But For A Man To Be In A Women Position I Feel Like A Bitch, Uncomfortable At Best...

I Miss You Like Crazy,
You Was My Queen , My Baby ,
Our Baby...
I Wish I Said Yes, Iknow That Would've Pushed Me.

But Everything Has A Reason ,
It's Cold And Even Colder When You Leave In This Winter Season ,
You Feel Like These Guys Can Give You Something Better Than What I Can Is What You Meanin' ?
You Know I Fill Those Holes , Made You Happy Something More Important Than You Swallowing Another Mans Semen.

Temporarily Pleasure Never Covers The Wall,
You Know I Gave My All,
You Know I Got Up When They Tried To Cut My Balls,
You Left Me And I Picked Up My Draws As You Drop Your Draws.. For Other Guys
I Thought There Weren't No Goodbyes ,
I'm On The Bad Side And You Let Your Friends, Family And Even Them Boys Pull You From My Side ...
But Here Or Not One Day You'll Realize.

No Assumptions But In My Head The Topics Are Up For Discussion ,
You Probably Got Another Man Pushing Your Buttons,
Messing Around Is The Real You You Say But That Shxt By Me Won't Be Acknowledged
That Only Comes From Low Self Esteem ,
Use Guys To Redeem YourselfFrom What You Couldn't Accomplish,
From What You Left , From What You Think Is No Longer Polished ,
You Left And You Lost ,
I Won When I Made You Happy And Made You Think Like A Boss ,
You Lost When You Couldn't Keep That Promise You Put On You Grandmother Grave ,
Something Special You Tossed.

But No Matter What You Think... Come Back Or Not... At Least You Know James , You Know Chi .. Will Thrive Over All.

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