I Was Afraid To Spill My Emotions,
Covers Me Like Her Favorite Lotions,
Uncontrollable, Bipolar, Emotions Like The Oceans...
I've Been Meditating To Stay Calm,
One Breath , Two Breath, And I'm Thinking Of Her Lips Matched With Lip Balm...
It's Hard Getting Up,
But It's Harder Just To Give It Up.
My Heart Goes Out To The Misunderstood Shall We Stand Up,
I Still Got Love For The Ones That Don't Give A Fuck .
I'm Like A Dimmed Light In The Crowd,
Feel Like I Never Fit In While I'm Low Feeling Foul.
They Look At Me Weird I Can Tell A Fake Smile,
But I Remember When I Was Up There And She Sucked My Dick For Hours...
Mindset Overthinking I'm Going Crazy ,
You Say I'm Crazy But I Just Want To See My Lady,
Talk With My Lady, Try To Actually Listen Cuz U Is My Wifey ,
You Had Me In Your Contacts As Your Hubby...
Wonder What I'll Be When I'm Back Up,
Being Alpha And Arrogant I Don't Give A Fuck,
Because Deep Down I Know I Was More Than Your Luck,
I Moved Your Mountains That Blocked Your Sun When You Were Stuck.
Wonder What I'll Be When I'm Back Up,
A Better Leader , Lover... A Player When You Act Up.
Lessons Learned.
