I Write And Type These Thoughts Down With Out Even Thinking ,
They're Just Coming To Me With Out Even Judging,
She Say She Hate, My Father Don't Love Me, My Mother Died In A Car Crash And These Thoughts Aren't Budging,
I Know You May Think I'm Evil, Too Negative Or Disgusting But Before You Start The Assumptions ... This Is How Most People Think They're Like Dark Clouds With Their Falling Judgments
I'm Typing To Get Me In The Now,
Something You Can't Get With Your Mind In The Way It's Something More Pro Found,
This Is What I Found ,
But Lost When I Stopped Practicing And Thought Everything Was Good But That Bitch Left Me To Drown.
I Was Suffering Still While In The Relationship,
I Gave Most Of My Energy To The Ship,
Just For It To Sink Like When I Stick My Dick,
As I Grasp Her Hips, Kiss On Her Lips,
Memories Bring Back More Love Than Lust But I Feel I Should've Been More Lustful To The Bitch...
Still I Know That's My Ego Talking,
This What's In My Head And In My Body The Emotions Can Be Controlling....
Reaching Something That Lies Beyond Me That's Already Calling,
It's Already There I Just Need To Shut Up In Stillness And I'll Get The Rolling.
I Promise.... That I'll Be Back On My Feet Again.
I No Longer Seek Revenge Because That's Weak I'd Rather See You Regret When You See My Purpose Again,
Of How I Made You Feel Again,
You Sleep On Me Like The Rest There's Another Making The Same Mistakes Again ...
Instead Pushing Away From Somebody That's Going Through It,
Why Not Be There To Support And If They're Too Much Support From A Distance,
Damn, You Can Be Somebody's Greatest Influence ,
But You Too Worried About You, While Looking Down On Them
Expecting A Shoulder To Cry On When It Hit You ...
