"here is your new uniform and shoes." a sister said while giving me tha black horrible clothe.
"sure." i mumbled and got out of the room with the uniform in my hand.
it has been almost five days since the last time i took a bath. hey dont blame me the shower here is really disgusting and it smells like cum.
ew
i sighed as i opened the door to the big bathroom. i looked myself in the mirror and i started mumbling the "ugly" from 2ne1. yeah i feel a conection to that song.
i took out my old blue uniform, i wrapped a towel around my naked body and i walked towards to one of the bathtaps wich was behind curtains.
i closed my eyes and let the warm water run down all over my body, something that i find really relaxing.
karma doesnt really like me so after a while i heard the door opens and the room filled with voices.
heavy voices.
i started panicking and i quickly grabbed the towel again.
please go please go please go
"sure i will just .." yoongi was saying while he opened the curtain reavealing me in my personal small bathtub.
he kept staring at me with a confusing face while i was trying to tell him not to say anything, without actually talking.
"is everything okay?" jimin said and oh my god what have i done to deserve this.
"am.. yeah?" yoongi said and closed the curtains again.
but instead of leaving he came into the shower with me.
"what the fuck get out of here" i whispered-yelled as soon as i realised what was happening.
he didnt say anything he just covered my mouth with his hand and waited until the other boys would get in their shower.
"am what are you doing here?" he finally let me breath.
"i thouht this was the women's toilet." i tried to explain myself and he smiled.
"whatever." he said and let the water run on both me and him.
dont tell me that..
oh my god he was completely naked and he just looked so sexy with wet hair and-- yes sorry
"what the fuck" i tried to leave but he grabbed my waist. and yes i could feel his thing above my towel.
"you are not going anywhere and you are gonna take a bath right here with me." he has to be kidding me
"no ew." i tried to make a step back but i fell on the wall something that made him come closer to me as he still had his hands on my waist.
"yes or else i will tell everyone in this room that you are here and trust me, you dont want that." why the hell is he smiling .
i sighed and i nodded.
"not with the towel girl."
"turn around." i said but he stayed quite "please?" i continued and he rolled his eyes before he turned around.
nice ass boy
"but this isnt fair because you saw me." he complained and i smiled
"thats not my problem." i said and i trew the towel away. oh great so i was literally trapped in a fucking small bathtub with a psycho.
and i was naked.
"can i turn now?"
"no untill i put my clothes on. now shut up" i said as i started washing my hair.
"now?"
"i said no i am not done yet ." i said and i heard him sighing.
"ouch!" i yelled and i bumbed to his back.
"what what whatt" he said and he was now looking at my eyes.
well no that was a lie he was looking at my fucking body.
"t-the water w-was too h-hot." i tried to say and why do i speak like that.
he didnt say anything he just kept looking me. and now i could feel something hard touching my em..
he then took a few steps towards me. slow, but steay steps, feeling him coming closer. Without realising it, my feet began mirrowing his, taking a few steps back myself. until I felt something hard against my back. the wall.
i slowly glanced up at him, seeing his arms raising. propping them against the cold wall behind me.
"damn" he whispered in my ear as he kept coming closer and closer to my face.
"i-i have to g-go." i said and i pulled him back. i bend down and i grabbed the black towel as i opened the curtains in hurry, getting out of the shower.
"chaewon?" namjoon said and i almost forgot i was in the boys' bathroom. can someone explain me why is everyone naked.
because they are here to take a bath you dumbass.
yeah right.
i ignored him and got out of the room without looking back at yoongi.
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"it is 6am. i am the only one awake since even the security guy from outside my cell is sleeping. and he gets paid for it.i had such a weird day and for an unknown reason every time i try to close my eyes i see only one think. actually only one face. his. i know that this is really wrong but after what happene today he is the only one i think about."
"what the fuck am i writting." i mumbled as i tore apart the page from my diary. "lets try again."
"today was a weird day. i didnt talk to dahyun at all and i also didnt see jungkook. i feel like i have to apologise to him after what happened. after all he has every right to be mad at me. i didnt talk to jinhwan either. to be honest it was a really lonely day and i wish i had someone to talk to right now. but of course what am i expecting. no one gives a damn about what i want in here.
i have started feeling depressed. i miss my friends. i miss my house. i miss my mum. maybe it should be better for me to go find her. i mean what is the point of life when you cant even enjoy it?"
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you know what to do. and i know i am terrible bad at describing things sorry hehe
also i promise that the next chapter will be bigger
