'its christmas. Yestarday i lost a friend. I've known him only for a few hours, but he helped me clean my thoughts and make some desicions. I appreciate his try to make me feel happy, to give me hope, and even tho i want to trust him deep inside me i know i am hopeless. '
i left the wet, from tears , paper on junmyeon's bed a couple of seconds before i finally layed on it.
Author's POV
the hours were passing through like seconds.
3am.
Yoongi couldnt sleep. he wanted to go talk to her , explain her, but he stayed in his room instead.
it was really hard for him to look in her eyes, yet he couldnt avoid them.
he sighed as he got up from his bed and wore his shoes in hurry. he then slowly opened the door, and got out in the dark hallway.
a couple of seconds later, he was just standing there, looking at the white door infront of him not knowing what to do.
what if she is asleep?
what if she not here anymore?
what if?
he knocked the door but as expected, no one answered so he decided to come in.
"chaewon?" he whispered-yelled.
nothing again.
he could hardly see the bed, since the lights were off so he couldnt understand wether she was sleeping or not.
He looked down at his shoes, he was dissapointed. But as he turned back to leave the room he saw a little light coming through the toilet.
he immediately walked into the bathroom hoping that she could be brushing her teeth, or washing her hair.
she was taking a bath.
he walked towards the bathtub and couldnt take his eyes away from the woman infront of him.
she must have fallen asleep.
He thought and he put his hands into the water in order to take her out. But he immediately pulled back because of the water's temperature.
"what the fuck." he panicked as he tried for a second time to take the girl out of the freezing liquid.
he kneeled infront of the bathtub this time with her in his arms.
"what have you done chaewon." he whispered into her ears as he was trying to warm her body.
He took her on the bed taking out her clothes, replacing them with his. he then covered her with a blanket, and layed her down on the bed.
He walked out of her room and started running through the hallways, hoping he could find a nurse at a time like this. but no one was there to help him.
he got back to chaewon's room.
He sat on a chair right next to the bed, not wanting to let go of her hand. without understanding tears had started making their appearance.
"i'm so sorry...please dont leave me." he said, and he looked on the floor before he stares back at the girl.
Her lips were tremmpling. and yoongi wanted to warm them with his.
[...]
I slowly opened my eyes. i could feel a terrible pain in my heart. i looked around the shinee, from the sun, room.
at first i couldnt remember, but after a couple of seconds everything was clear in my mind.
"what the.." i said wondering about how the hell i got out of that bathtub last night, without seeing the man who was sitting in a small chair, wearing οnly his boxers.
I took my hand away from his and tried to get up.
I walked to the bathroom and left some hot water run on my hands, so that i can wash my face.
"you're awake." i heard a heavy voice behind me and it didnt take much time to look into his eyes.
"yeah." I mumbled and tried to pass by him, but his arm stopped me.
"where are you going." he said and he seemed pretty comfortable for a guy who was just wearing his underwear.
"where are your clothes?" i tried to change the topic since i couldnt get my eyes away from his abs.
"ch" he laughed and closed the door behind him. He then pussed me on the wall and put his hands above my shoulders, his face was coming closer and closer to mine.
"you look good on them." He finally said and let go of me.
"what" i whispered and looked my reflection on the mirror. How didnt i notice. "The night was cold." i said and looked at the floor.
"I know."
"you shouldnt have given them to me, you can catch a cold." i said and felt my heart melting
"i know." He said and he gave me a week smile, which immediately dissappeared.
"chaewon i have to say something to you."
He said with a serious tone and i have to admit, i have almost forgot.
"Give me two seconds i am going to change ,you take your clothers, and you leave." i said as i opened the door but he again pulled me in.
"no you are gonna listen to me." he said as he put his hands on my cheeks making me to look at him.
"you have one minute." i said as i made a few steps backwards.
"but i only have to say one sentence." he said and before i could even react i was inside his arms.
"dont you ever do that again." he placed his head above mine, putting me closer to his chest, his hands were hugging my waist.
i smiled, and i shocked even myself, when i looked up to his face untill i could finally feel his lips on mine.
stupid chaewon.
