23 of december. christmas are almost here , and i am the only one here who is not excited about it. i mean for what should i be excited about? i am going to spent christmas eve locked in here while everyone else will be able to spent time with their families.
away from this place.
even dahyun , whose parents are dead, is going to be picked up by her aunt. i dont know why she wants to take her since she knows that dahyun is responsible for her brother's dead.
"are you sure you dont want me to stay with you?" dahyun said while putting her hand on my shoulder.
"i am. go have fun with your aunt." i faked a smile and hugged her. she then stand up from her chair and started walking away after her aunt walked into the living room and called out her name. before i loose her from my sigh she looked back at me and waved at me.
i would die for her to stay with me because i will be here probably alone, or maybe with a few other psychos, but i understand how importand this is to her.
parents , brothers and sisters, even a cute old lady, kept showing up in the room to pick up their relatives ones.
just like a rainy day at school, where the kids are too young to walk home by themselves, so they gather all together in the gym untill their parents finally show up. just like that.
the time went already 8 and after namjoon left, they announced us that the rest of us were going to spent our christmas there, together.
i was really surprised since i was not the only one left in the room. hoseok and jinhwan were also left behind. oh thank god i will have someone to talk to. and by that someone i obviously dont mean hoseok.
jinhwan was about to stand up when his eyes met mine and immediately smiled. he looked reliefed.
"so why are you still here?" i said as i walked to his table.
"i dont know." he shrugged, but kept smiling "you?" he asked
"i dont know" i copied his words, and then his move after i shugged too.
"i guess we are going to be just the three of us now." i felt hoseok's arm wrapping around my shoulders and i immediately made a step to jinhwan.
"um sure i guess." i rolled my eyes and after i whispered a "see you later" to jinhwan i walked out of the room.
i dont have something personal with hoseok, and the truth is that i like him when he acts like an actual sunshine but his mood changes really fast, since he has asplit personality.
i walked down the stairs and i was ready to go into my cell when a cute voice drew my attention.
someone was singing.
i followed the voice and ended up outside yoongi's cell.
"your voice is beautiful." i said at the man who was laying on the bed with his face on the wall.
he must have been really surprised since, he got up and his eyes met mine.
"what where you singing?" i asked him. i couldnt enter the cell since it was locked, i dont know why.
"seesaw." he whispered and broke the eye contact. he looked down the floor and scratched the back of his neck.
"what?" i asked, his voice was tone was too low to hear.
"the song is called seesaw." he seemed really sad "i wrote it." he continued and our eyes returned to their first position.
"seriously? you are really talented. what is the song about?" i asked and sat down infront of the bars.
"umm.." he put his hand on his head and started playing with his hair "it talks about a braek up.. kinda. something like a repeated seesaw game that ended up boring and tiring. because a seesaw is fun as long as you weight almost the same with the person who sits across you. by the time you get heavier, it is kinda meaningless." (i might be kinda wrong here sorry i read the lyrics a lot of times but i still dont know what yoongi was thinking while writing this song)
he mirrored my move and sat down, from the inside of the cell while his eyes couldnt loose mine.
"it sounds.. sad." i said and i thought i shouldnt have asked since he seemed really lonely and empty after started talking about 'seesaw'. "why is your cell locked?" i tried to change the topic.
"because you are here." he simply said and layed on his bed again.
"what do you mean?"
"you should better go. go find jinhwan." he whispered and closed his eyes.
"yoongi--"
" you shouldnt be here!" a guird appeared and started yelling at me. i totally ignored him and after i looked at the beautifull man infront of me i passed by the guird, and went into my cell.
a couple of minutes later i could feel my eyes closing as well.
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i know it is small but i really liked the chapter.
