"Miss, miss."
Tuloy-tuloy lang ako sa paglalakad. Ang daming miss dito sa school para pansinin ko pa yung mga ganyan. Malay ko ba kung hindi ako yung tinatawag, di ba? It would be a waste of time kung titingin pa ako sa likod eh hindi naman pala ako yung tinutukoy.
Someone gently grabbed my arm.
"Sa'yo ba 'to?"
My vision travelled from his hand that is holding me towards the thing he's referring to. I subconsciously nodded when I saw it.
"Naiwan mo daw kahapon sa loob ng gym. Kinuha niya tsaka sinabing ibigay ko daw sa'yo."
His unfaltering smile is in contrast with the frown on my face.
"Sino?" I inquired.
"Sinong 'sino' miss?" He answered my question with another question.
"Nevermind. Yes, that's mine. Thank you ah?" He nodded and smiled. He left after he handed the umbrella to me.
Sinong kumuha nang naiwan ko to? Sinong nagpapabalik neto sakin? Gosh, don't tell me may stalker na ako?! Eewww. Feeler ko masyado. Nevermind.
Entry #10:
I thought it was completely lost for good, yet it came back. I thought fate was finally on my side, but what is this? Pinaglalaruan mo na naman ba ako ulit, tadhana? Nakakapagod na kasing paglaruan eh. Nakakasawa na. Nakakaubos na ng pasensya.
#MovingOnYetStillHoping
#YungPayongNaParangFeelingsDin
BINABASA MO ANG
Journal by a Broken Heart
RandomNagmahal. Umasa. Nasaktan. Lahat ng hatred, frustrations, at angst ko sa buhay, inilalabas ko na lang sa pamamagitan ng pagsusulat ng isang journal; ang journal ng isang broken hearted. Can it really help in easing my pains?
