where josh has a praise kink
warning!
smut
praise kink
josh never really enjoyed sex.
he always did it with girls, since that's the only type of sex he knew of. he didn't know guys were able to have sex with eachother, until he found pornhub.
he was finally able to keep his
laptop in his room at night and the first thing his friend told him to do was look up 'pornhub'. it really confused josh.
joshy washy pornhub? is that a type of corn bc idk why that's so intresting
that thing with the forehead it's really fucking cool corn lmao
joshy washy okay? i'll look it up.
josh was scrolling through the front
page when he knew it wasn't about corn. he saw naked ladies and men, it kinda scared him. he's never seen another naked man, so seeing them in such a sexual manner was weird to
say the least.
josh leaned towards his computer
and furrowed his eyebrows. he has seen women naked but damn these girls had perfect bodies. even though josh didn't mind if the girls he had sex with was hot body-wise, but this was.. wow.
he was scrolling and scrolling, but
he saw something that caught his eye. he saw two men kissing. he turned bright red. he's never seen two men kiss. he never even knew two men could kiss. almost like men were physically unable to kiss. it was strange.
but what was even more strange was that he was attracted to it.
but, that happened years ago. he never really paid much attention to how he had a boner when he watched the video or how whenever he saw attractive men he felt like dating them (or dropping to his knees, either were okay with him).
his skin was crawling when he saw
tyler. him and his buddies went to his show for the band he was in called twenty one pilots. he loved their music and loved the show even more.
but, when tyler walked on stage, he
felt his stomach flip and his eyes widen. he was fucking beautiful!
josh curled his toes the first time tyler screamed and sang a high note, it really fucked with josh's mind.
« hey, you wanna meet him? my
friend's in the group and said we could meet backstage, » brendon said and josh nodded quickly.
it all started as fun and games, going to see a band josh liked and getting to meet them, but now it all changed.
he joined the band after the other two members left and now their playing sold out arenas all over the world. he could have never been happier.
it was about 3 years after being in
the band that josh confessed how he felt about tyler. although josh didn't like to admit it, he did cry after he said it. tyler held him and pulled him into his lap and murmured comforting words into josh's ear, which made josh cry more.
josh felt undeserving of tyler. he felt
like he was never going to live up to the standards he made for himself when he joined. he wanted to make tyler proud of him everyday.
